I am, who I am.

[Bloodrun]

I changed my custom banner to that, awhile back, all in the hopes that I would gain the.. balls? to post what im about to post right now.

 

Obviously, that took quite awhile, it also took, a un-friendly talk with problematica, Matt, Frunk, and a recent.. conversation with saturnpaladin, to help me, or, make me think.

 

What i'm saying is.

 

Problematica, what you said, I wont repeat it, but what you said, made me think.

and what you said, was based on how I act around YCM, and thats not me at all.

In fact, and very, very far from me.

You, and anyone else may not believe it, but I am truly not like the way I act around here. Im far from, I mean of course I do stil joke around, but I am a rather friendly person, I am not an abuser, nor a violent person, unless forced.

Because you see, problematica, boy or girl, doesnt matter. Women, to me are the pillar to the existance of any form of relationship. Women hold more power and saying than any man, whether you agree with it or not.

 

tea.leaf, before whatever happened, I thought we were friends, then things changed, I changed, you may not have changed, but you certainly showed that you thrive to prove the world wrong, and thats great, I like that.

 

2sick4u, awhile ago you said, something along these lines "Bloodrun, you've changed, you use to make me think with what you posted"

Thats true, and I can say the same to you, except you still make me think, rather deeply I might add, your rather mysterious, atleast to me, but your smart, and hold your own opinion, rather very well, along Static, Frunk, and Matt.

 

Static, awhile ago, YOU, said something along these lines "Bloodrun is the most fairest member on this site" thats back when we were friends on a first name basis. Now whether you truly meant that when you said it or not (im going to assume and hope you did) that stuck, and still sticks to me, and I want to go back to that, and show that I am like that, and better.

 

Frunk, while we were friends, before my views changed that, I looked and still look up to you, in a term of leadership, (disregarding age, that as nothing to do with it) back before Matt joined (dont over think that, im not saying anything bad) to me you were the big man, mister Big C, partly because I had never met you, (you werent on the forum during my younger days, forum wise) and when you came back, it made me want to strive to be better known and do more.. post more obviously lol.. Now things have changed (that seems to be a theme here) I want, and im trying to prove, with this post, that I am not corupted, I am not pathetic, and I am still that member who was friends with everyone, not an egotistic moron.

 

Matt, when you joined, I was on my hiatus (wow i spelled it right) so I wasnt here to get to know you in the beginning, and when I came back, I came back during your "prime" and that, therefore effected my opinion of you, rather largely. You see, I dont hate you, because I cant stand you or anything, Truthfully I dont hate you, I scared, because I see myself in you, when I was younger, I was just like you, and when I was like that, I had no friends, everyone hated me, everyone was afriad of me, (this is not relating to the forum, its in real life) I guess, an opinion, and reason and authority to permit it, is rather hard to get use to.

 

Now, I can see this post could bring back alot of personal attacks, so if any of you are going to do that, atleast be curtious enough and do it over pm.. please?

 

I didn't post this, to forcefully change anyones opinion on me, I posted it, in hopes to better enlighten everyone whom I thought were/could be my friends minds.

[Miazo]

Bloodrun you have changed. It's hard to belive anyone these days. I would kinda like to know what problematica said because she usually nearly acurate with things.

[Exyst]

I would kinda like to know what problematica said because she usually nearly acurate with things.

 

Me too, please?

 

Also.

 

Static, 2Sick4U were all right, you are a fair member, to my eyes, and you, along with a few others, are who I look up to.

 

I don't think i contributed anything, but, who cares =D

[Cyber Altair]

Problematica's is so different then what she's on GI =\

 

Anyway, bloodrun did change after becoming a mod. It's not the power but the recognition much like what would happen to me or anyone else who's been on the site for a long time and is finally appreciated.

[Bloodrun]

Problematica's is so different then what she's on GI =\

 

Anyway' date=' bloodrun did change after becoming a mod. It's not the power but the recognition much like what would happen to me or anyone else who's been on the site for a long time and is finally appreciated.[/b']

 

Oh so true.

Its so true,

forget it, yeah your right =/

[Junk Raver]

Everyone is the same Bloodrun, in real life we are all different people, ace infact, and on here we are either sour, annoying, or just generally the opposite to what we are truely like.

 

I personally dont care what people say about the YCMaker me, as its far from the ace person that i am ^_^

[Bloodrun]

Everyone is the same Bloodrun' date=' in real life we are all different people, ace infact, and on here we are either sour, annoying, or just generally the opposite to what we are truely like.

 

I personally dont care what people say about the YCMaker me, as its far from the ace person that i am ^_^

[/quote']

 

Lol I dont care what they say about me either, as long as they know the real me.

 

After that, if they cant accept that, then I dont need to bother to accept them.

[Cyber Altair]

In the end it's the people whom you see that matter.