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.Starrk

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What terrifies me is my future. I'm not sure whether I'm gay, straight, or bi (as silly as that sounds), I'm uninterested in sex, yet I would like to have kin someday. I have mental abnormalities that only myself knows about, but I'm still very much as normal as the next guy. I'm afraid to disappoint my parents, to live alone, etc.

And I have these torturous thoughts every goddamn day.
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I am really paranoid. But ya know what calms me down?

A run. I wish I could just run out all my troubles, like they were energy reserves stuck inside of me. I could win at a meet. Yes, win. Blow the rest of the competition away. I'd just be happy. SO happy. Happy at winning. And happy that my troubles are gone. *From this point, the author goes Crazy*

But seriously, a run would do it. I just wish that for one day, also, that the countries who hate us in America would just shut the f*** up and leave/reform. People hate us. So? Even though they have a right to hate us, we have a right to walk onto their soil and blow their brains out. Being Terrified. Then it would be a thing of the past.
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