Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 omg... Today I had a panic attack in school. Luckily it happened in my SBBH counselors room, or I would have been in some serious hell... Anyway, the reason is that the emotions I feel for someone was so intense after bottling it up for so long that in a sense, I snapped. I wanted to wail and cry for hours but couldn't. [Darn Basic Chemistry class]...But the cry was good yet still, emotional because it makes me wanna see her only more so than ever. And everyday its getting harder and harder to hold this emotion in, I just hope that I can hold it together long enough to survive.... Discussion Topics- Direct problem, have you ever been like this?, someone that makes you feel warm and whatnot... Etc, and similar things.But please dont treat this like a poll as last time... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Star Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I respect you. This is for your own good. MOVE ON!!!! I've liked a lot of girls, and sure it doesn't work out a lot. So I MOVE ON!!!! That's my advice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I'm glad I was never like you... I was FAR worse... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Move on? I've tried desperately for the last year. My body and creativity wants me to and it tries, but my mind wants just to see her. Like an almost primal drive, instinct or what have you... Fact is no matter what I try, mentally or physically its not working... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2sick4u Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Only those with that have experienced something close to this should post here. I'll share my own scenario before my opinion, Yeah? :D. I had these feelings for an absolute.. Well, slut. She was mega-pretty though, as most of them are. =/. Anyway, I couldn't go five minutes without the thought of her turning around smiling, whilst everything behind hers out of focus and it's all shiny going through my head. However, she was a slut, and I felt I have more.. Moral standard than that. So, I neglected the way I felt, and refused to co-operate with my feelings. After a while, they didn't go away, only grew within me. I still fought it, though, until it came to the point where my concept of reality began to be questioned. I wanted her to be with me on this level I can't even proclaim, I started to actually.. Lose it. I would literally imagine she was with me, the way I wanted it to be. I would pretend to talk to her, rehearse endlessly what it would be like if I came forward with how I felt. I ended up telling her, she said.. "Wow.. I.. Don't know.." Then I said don't bother thinking about it, your a slut, and I kind of got over it. But still, the way I became, a psychotic nut-job who lived in his own world, kind of left me in fear of emotions like this. =/. Anyway, point being, emotions like this are, well, I believe that they are a man-made creation that we can't even control. However, most of them are containable, with exceptions to: Anger, depression, generosity.. And love. Therefore, humans shouldn't contemplate love, as it's a feeling that cannot be grasped by our young selves. Youth cannot tangle with a feeling like love, for at the young age, it's raw, and alot more.. Independent than it is at an adult stage. So, it proves to much for a younger person to contain the emotions like this. This is speaking generally, though. So, if you want advice, You have to come out with it, unless fear holds you back. Then you must decide, out of fear and love, which is the dominant emotion?Then live with your choice... Then again, I've never been good on the emotional side of things, only the logical. :|. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silas Angel Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 iv had an experience near that.. il edit this post soon with my experience [spoiler=WARNING, contains Christ] Tears streaming down my cheeks, trembling from head to toe, teeth chattering in my mouth, hands ringing against my jeans; "But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded his eyes." (1 John 2:11 ESV) Thoughts start to run through my head, "I don't know where I'm going, heaven or hell!" Mosr tears, more trembling, more thoughts; "I'm unsaved! I'm unsaved! I AM UNSAVED!!" I fall back onto the floor in my father's room, arms wailing in the air, voice crying out to heaven, "I'm unsaved!" Instantly, I was reminded of these graceful words, "But unless you repent, you will likewise perish." (Luke 13:3,5) And for the first time in my life I saw the Lord, Jesus Christ and at His sight, repented! I repented of all my wicked ways and... ...He saved me. My arms fell back to me and after repenting, nothing happened. I decided that if nothing was going to happen and if He wouldn't saved me after a repentance like that, which truly humbled me, I would sleep it off. Then I felt something, a presence never there before, in me, around me; I was lying on holy ground! I felt a joy and great comfort in knowing that He was there, and if He was there... I was saved! Christ saved me and loved me, though I rebelled and hated!! Hallelu Yah!! He saved me!! but yea.. i really wanted Him soooo much that i broke down and oculdnt take it anymore.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 The thing to avoid that, Icy: CONFESS. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 The thing to avoid that' date=' Icy: CONFESS.[/quote'] I have via Yahoo... But it's not the same as real life. When I speak in that sense to someone I have actually met, I prefer verbal communication over text. And I think she is either confused or otherwise... Either way, a whisper is all I ask.... :? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 The thing to avoid that' date=' Icy: CONFESS.[/quote'] I have via Yahoo... But it's not the same as real life. When I speak in that sense to someone I have actually met, I prefer verbal communication over text. And I think she is either confused or otherwise... Either way, a whisper is all I ask.... :? A whisper could do your battered countenance a great deal... maybe... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 The thing to avoid that' date=' Icy: CONFESS.[/quote'] I have via Yahoo... But it's not the same as real life. When I speak in that sense to someone I have actually met, I prefer verbal communication over text. And I think she is either confused or otherwise... Either way, a whisper is all I ask.... :? A whisper could do your battered countenance a great deal... maybe... It sustained me for 2weeks since we last talked, but even those will want more. She isnt just someone I am infatuated with. But someone that put that last piece that made me whole... If you get that... I could bring up examples on my end as to why but thats for later.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Just confess. Have the steel to confide to her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm*Just talk to her and tell her how you feel, or I'll take a plane down there and MAKE you say it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm*Just talk to her and tell her how you feel' date=' or I'll take a plane down there and MAKE you say it[/color'] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silas Angel Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm*Just talk to her and tell her how you feel' date=' or I'll take a plane down there and MAKE you say it[/color'] i love quote pyramids.. but yea! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Anyone have a plane? It'd be better if we do what Clariex says... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Star Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm*Just talk to her and tell her how you feel' date=' or I'll take a plane down there and MAKE you say it[/color'] Listen to my girlfriend, she knows what she's talking about. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 For the last time, I'm not your girlfriend >_> Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Star Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 For the last time' date=' I'm not your girlfriend >_>[/color'] I think you said it was for the last time the last time you said it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Yes, and yet you still think it's true Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Star Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Yes' date=' and yet you still think it's true[/color'] Well, we're in love. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Correction, you're in love (I SO wish I cold lock this right now XD) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 + facepalm + OK, guys, get on topic... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doom™ Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 ]*facepalm*Just talk to her and tell her how you feel' date=' or I'll take a plane down there and MAKE you say it[/color'] Listen to my girlfriend, she knows what she's talking about.For the last time' date=' I'm not your girlfriend >.>[/quote'] ]I think you said it was for the last time the last time you said it.Yes' date=' and you still think it's true.[/quote'] ]Well' date=' we're in love.[/quote'] Correction' date=' you're in love(I SO wish I cold lock this right now XD)[/quote'] I'm sigging this. Anyway, for topic, I never had that kind of experience Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saturn of Elemia Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I agree with Clariex. It is best to just confess your feelings. The worst that could happen is rejection. If that is the case, it wasn't meant to be. It's like the old saying: "T'is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all." I've been down that path many a time, my friend. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Death Metal Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Dunno in a sense I don't really have emotions...I mean yes they are there and what not but I've never really needed them so their just kinda locked up. I'm always is a kinda mellow depression state when someone says somethings to me or trys to talk to me im just kinda like....meh that's cool I suppose. There must be something wrong with me :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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