Bloodrun Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 I wake up, I'd say it was 1:30 PM, to go to the bathroom. I come back to bed, and out of habbit, I turned my light on thinking it was time to get dressed. Bad mistake, I binded myself for about 30 minutes, and I cannot get back to sleep.So, after while I start thinking. My thoughts were taking me everywhere, from play Flyff, to playing army. To going to school, to my baby sitters house, way back when. To death. I asked myself, what were to happen if I were to die. (No, I am not suicidal, this is just a question that everyone should ask themselves at one point in time) Then I started to think, well what If I never get a chance to take care of things that I have neglected over the years, or how the people know, would come to find.So, being that I couldn't get to sleep, and that I have a over active mind. I eventually came to the conclusion, that if I ever came to a point where I knew the logical outcome would be my death. I would give my mother a note, containing the address to this site, and my password (Oh, don't worry, it gets worse) the note would then go on and list my email address, and the password to it. Each of these sites, I would ask her to simply give proof and or verification that I had died, and what not.Then it hit me, my life, all I ever done or thought of.. Is on the internet. I have no connection to the outside world, beyond a body, and the means of an education. That being said, it also made me realize, that the person I have "come" to be, the one I wanted to be when I was younger. Turns out to be a horrible choice for myself within the actual world.So if I do ever leave, at least I can take with me the fact that I have become my own man. The point of this thread?I think each person will take this thread differently, so, the point of this thread is that of which you make it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pikachu Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 tl;dr: You woke up, suddenly thought about death, and you realized you posted all your info on the internet. Now, let's calm down for a start.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azuh Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 In the middle of the night... Porn gets slightly better Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cyber Altair Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 ITT: Never turn on the lighting at night after you piss at midnight, it'll haunt you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Legend Zero Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 I have thought about death...but then I go off into thinking about the afterlife usually after thinking the same things over again for about 5-10 mins. I fall back asleep. But I know exaactly what your talking about....except the turning on the light thing. XD Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Azuh Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 This thread needs moar Billy Idol ==== Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my doorLast night a little angel Came pumpin cross my floorAvarice said "Come on baby I got a licence for loveAnd if it expires pray help from above" In the midnight hour Avarice cried- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell Avarice cried- "more, more, more"In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell- "more, more, more"More, more, more. Avarice don't like slavery, Avarice won't sit and begBut when I'm tired and lonely Avarice sees me to bedWhat set you free and brought you to be me babeWhat set you free I need you hear by meBecause In the midnight hour Avarice cried- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell Avarice cried- "more, more, more"In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell- "more, more, more" He lives in his own heavenCollects it to go from the seven elevenWell he's out all night to collect a fareJust so long, just so long it don't mess up his hair. I walked the ward with you, babeA thousand miles with youI dried your tears of pain, babeA million times for you I'd sell my soul for you babeFor money to burn with youI'd give you all, and have none, babeJust, just, justa, justa to have you here by meBecause In the midnight hour Avarice cried- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell Avarice cried- "more, more, more"In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more"With a rebel yell Avarice cried "more, more, more"More, more, more. Oh yeah little babyAvarice want moreMore, more, more, more, more. Oh yeah little babyAvarice want moreMore, more, more, more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Look at the clock before you turn on the light. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Death Metal Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Look at the clock before you turn on the light. Pretty much =/ [/topic] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seta Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Yes, it wouldn't be bad to look at your clock =/ I too have over active mind. And even worse, I think about all things at NIGHT. No happy dreams tonight =( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bloodrun Posted January 12, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Wow, I was right.. General has changed. People no longer read threads, and or, actually talk about the thread. No wonder why I'm me. Anywho, when I woke up I was tired as hell, I could barely walk, friggin lights. Oh, and pika, your what? 13, let's start acting your age now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2sick4u Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 "GUYS! THE sheet IS DIFFERENT! I THINK I'M ONTO SOMETHIN GHEER!" As it turns out Bloodrun, recognizing change isn't that great of an accomplishment. At all. But, you're right. People probably stopped reading your post at the first mention of this being about 'life', and went on to reply from there. And hey, even then, by posting this, you're only going to get Clariex being all "I'm a punk ass emo jabroni. Fear my blunt 6 word posts and whatever damage they may inevitably do to your testicles. I'm also a suicidal vampire. It's a contradiction, but so's my bisexuality. rawr. rawr. rawr." constantly. Then you get Death Metal; As awesome as he is; lapping up to her. AND THEN you get Pikachu, thinking he's the king of anyone with a lower Post-count. News flash Pika: Asians aren't auto-cute. You still have to work for your sex. To the coal mines. Like, now. Also, I recoiled when I first saw your face. You should try thinking twice before you offer an objective opinion to other peoples problems. Crooked teeth? Acne? They don't need your sheet. Shut the funk up. I.. Kind of guess your lovable n' all, but if you could be so kind as to not be a judgmental dick with it, that would be great. As for your actual statement, Avarice. I must say, you're a rarity. You actually own up to admitting your own social-defects, instead of trying to convince yourself otherwise. It is rather depressing though, knowing your final farewells and such would only be an online matter. But John, if that's your name, Forums are just mass-amounts of people. By talking, and being liked by such, you're indirectly having a sub-par social life. The transition from that onto a more direct standard, you know, real life, is rather tedious and hard to start on. But seriously. Live for yourself first, and then the rest should follow. So, go out, party, drink, meet people. Do WHAT you can, and if you're still on the computer at the end of the day; at-least you can be proud of the fact that you didn't fuel your own fire. So, try to live it, dude, since you do have the ability to. You just abuse the fact that you have the choice to. And now I'm going to bed, in order to wake up and respond to whatever flaming I'll presumably receive. Then laugh. Then ignore it and go on Summaxr. Yay, Summaxr. =D. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Akira Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 "GUYS! THE s*** IS DIFFERENT! I THINK I'M ONTO SOMETHIN GHEER!" As it turns out Bloodrun' date=' recognizing change isn't that great of an accomplishment. At all. But, you're right. People probably stopped reading your post at the first mention of this being about 'life', and went on to reply from there. And hey, even then, by posting this, you're only going to get Clariex being all "I'm a punk ass emo b****. Fear my blunt 6 word posts and whatever damage they may inevitably do to your testicles. I'm also a suicidal vampire. It's a contradiction, but so's my bisexuality. rawr. rawr. rawr." constantly. Then you get Death Metal; As awesome as he is; lapping up to her. AND THEN you get Pikachu, thinking he's the king of anyone with a lower Post-count. News flash Pika: Asians aren't auto-cute. You still have to work for your sex. To the coal mines. Like, now. Also, I recoiled when I first saw your face. You should try thinking twice before you offer an objective opinion to other peoples problems. Crooked teeth? Acne? They don't need your s***. Shut the f*** up. I.. Kind of guess your lovable n' all, but if you could be so kind as to not be a judgmental dick with it, that would be great. As for your actual statement, Avarice. I must say, you're a rarity. You actually own up to admitting your own social-defects, instead of trying to convince yourself otherwise. It is rather depressing though, knowing your final farewells and such would only be an online matter. But John, if that's your name, Forums are just mass-amounts of people. By talking, and being liked by such, you're indirectly having a sub-par social life. The transition from that onto a more direct standard, you know, real life, is rather tedious and hard to start on. But seriously. Live for yourself first, and then the rest should follow. So, go out, party, drink, meet people. Do WHAT you can, and if you're still on the computer at the end of the day; at-least you can be proud of the fact that you didn't fuel your own fire. So, try to live it, dude, since you do have the ability to. You just abuse the fact that you have the choice to. And now I'm going to bed, in order to wake up and respond to whatever flaming I'll presumably receive. Then laugh. Then ignore it and go on Summaxr. Yay, Summaxr. =D. [/quote'] Uhh... you win? =D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Death Metal Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Then you get Death Metal; As awesome as he is; lapping up to her. Hey. I lapp up to everyone =D Even you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skuldur Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 I think it's time you got out and enjoyed life, take a break or leave this site to go out and have a social life. It's good for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Father Wolf Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 i did the same thing last night but i got high and fell right back to sleep. =3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RiffMaster Alex Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 I have thought about death too. But it was never bad because I have a life outside the internet. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Golden Chaos Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Thinking about death and the afterlife makes me shiver insanely!!However, the internet isn't my only life, but still it makes matters much worse believe me!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Revan Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 That's some deep s***. I think about stuff like that too, but this is deep. It almost makes me want to get off my computer and get a life. Almost. But the truth is, you're right. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ragnarok1945 Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Thinking about death and the afterlife makes me shiver insanely!!However' date=' the internet isn't my only life, but still it makes matters much worse believe me!![/quote'] You think about it that often? I usually don't unless I reach an extreme state Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Golden Chaos Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Not often.But deeply, like everything I think about, I advice you to not reach such a limit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ragnarok1945 Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Not often.But deeply' date=' like everything I think about, I advice you to not reach such a limit.[/quote'] I know what you mean, it can drive you nuts at times Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
End Of The Abyss Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 tl;dr: You woke up' date=' suddenly thought about death, and you realized you posted all your info on the internet.[/quote'] [/thread here] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Golden Chaos Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Can?No, it does drive me nuts! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ragnarok1945 Posted January 12, 2009 Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 Can?No' date=' it does drive me nuts![/quote'] well it varies from person to person for this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bloodrun Posted January 12, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 12, 2009 [spoiler=2sick4u]"GUYS! THE s*** IS DIFFERENT! I THINK I'M ONTO SOMETHIN GHEER!" As it turns out Bloodrun' date=' recognizing change isn't that great of an accomplishment. At all. But, you're right. People probably stopped reading your post at the first mention of this being about 'life', and went on to reply from there. And hey, even then, by posting this, you're only going to get Clariex being all "I'm a punk ass emo b****. Fear my blunt 6 word posts and whatever damage they may inevitably do to your testicles. I'm also a suicidal vampire. It's a contradiction, but so's my bisexuality. rawr. rawr. rawr." constantly. Then you get Death Metal; As awesome as he is; lapping up to her. AND THEN you get Pikachu, thinking he's the king of anyone with a lower Post-count. News flash Pika: Asians aren't auto-cute. You still have to work for your sex. To the coal mines. Like, now. Also, I recoiled when I first saw your face. You should try thinking twice before you offer an objective opinion to other peoples problems. Crooked teeth? Acne? They don't need your s***. Shut the f*** up. I.. Kind of guess your lovable n' all, but if you could be so kind as to not be a judgmental dick with it, that would be great. As for your actual statement, Avarice. I must say, you're a rarity. You actually own up to admitting your own social-defects, instead of trying to convince yourself otherwise. It is rather depressing though, knowing your final farewells and such would only be an online matter. But John, if that's your name, Forums are just mass-amounts of people. By talking, and being liked by such, you're indirectly having a sub-par social life. The transition from that onto a more direct standard, you know, real life, is rather tedious and hard to start on. But seriously. Live for yourself first, and then the rest should follow. So, go out, party, drink, meet people. Do WHAT you can, and if you're still on the computer at the end of the day; at-least you can be proud of the fact that you didn't fuel your own fire. So, try to live it, dude, since you do have the ability to. You just abuse the fact that you have the choice to. And now I'm going to bed, in order to wake up and respond to whatever flaming I'll presumably receive. Then laugh. Then ignore it and go on Summaxr. Yay, Summaxr. =D.[/quote'] First off, maybe 2 out of like 7 even took this into consideration while posting after you. On that note, I know I can develop a 'life' outside of the virtual world, I was just mentioning how I have failed to do so.Coming off of that, I would like to thank you for actually typing a true opinion, instead of being part of the crowd, and trying to fit in. Oh, and yeah, my name is John. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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