~Absolute Powerforce - Everlasting Burning Soul~

[BulletMan]

Clair, listen to the video I put up on this page. It will make you happy. B)

 

Also, I would like to challenge you to a duel on YN, if you accept.

 

PLZ

[Proto]

But yours is just like mine. (Ninja'd I think) I said the same things.

 

Also, Cordial Buddy, I second Proto in saying you are one of the best people here. 'Twould be a blessing to know you in real life, but it ain't happenin'. I've never seen you be rude, be angry, be a n00b, be a B****, senselessly attack someone (Guilty. Sorry Striker), or do anything of the sort. Sure, you trolled trolls a little, for fun, but you were never malevolent about it. Heck, you're a better woman than I am a man.

 

W-wait, would you call me your friend, Proto.? =O

Yes! Of course man, why else would I name you a superior! xD

 

Anyways, probably gonna lose several brain points and just keep on getting into RP fights and playing Robot Unicorn Attack after this is over.

 

So before I turn into the stupid lunatic fraccion you love and know again I would like to say, thank you everyone for being my friend through this.

[Twig]

I don't even know what I'm doing right now. About anything. Damn, if you only knew.

 

What the hell am I even doing here at this time? YCM is like a pack of crack cigarettes.

 

What?

 

Of all people, you would know what a pack of crack cigarettes feel like. You could always play a video game, read a book, write, exercise, watch videos, listen to music, go do a hobby, learn something new, origami, watch tv, etc... That's a lot of stuff... Yeah, what are you doing here? What am I doing here? WHAT IS EVERYONE DOING HERE? *Explodes*

[Blake]

To make a point: I spend my time trying to make an RP/RPing, so I am writing.

[Nexev]

Yes, I'm protestant. Personally, I think the pope is- I'm gonna shut up now.

 

Play... D&D... -__- Wow. I'll probably write a novel series.

Don't f*** with DnD, it's no worse than Rping, it's only difference is that DnD is allot more thought out.

 

 

I don't even know what I'm doing right now. About anything. Damn, if you only knew.

 

What the hell am I even doing here at this time? YCM is like a pack of crack cigarettes.

 

Don't breathe to deep.

 

Don't think all day.

 

Dive into work.

 

Drive the other way.

 

That drip of hurt.

 

That pint of shame.

 

Goes away, just play the

 

You're living in YCM

Where it's like the twilight zone.

 

And when you're living in YCM

At the dawn of a war again

You're what you own

[Blake]

... I was saying full grown middle-aged men playing it! Besides, RPing is not a set game. I know DnD has probability and YADA YADA, but it is a set system, where there are no Ulqui's, or chess Knighta\s that come to life, or whatever.

[Nexev]

There can be, it all depends on the GM.

 

After the player handbook everything is just suggestions, like premade npcs and stuff.

[Clair]

What?

 

Of all people, you would know what a pack of crack cigarettes feel like. You could always play a video game, read a book, write, exercise, watch videos, listen to music, go do a hobby, learn something new, origami, watch tv, etc... That's a lot of stuff... Yeah, what are you doing here? What am I doing here? WHAT IS EVERYONE DOING HERE? *Explodes*

 

Normally, I would. Everything feels empty right now, though. I can't focus on anything.

 

All I'm going to say is, sometimes Death takes the undeserving. And that's all you need to know.

 

@X-L - That did cheer me up somewhat. Galaxy VGM forever.

@Everybody else - You guys are the best. Seriously~

[Proto]

Normally, I would. Everything feels empty right now, though. I can't focus on anything.

 

All I'm going to say is, sometimes Death takes the undeserving. And that's all you need to know.

 

@X-L - That did cheer me up somewhat. Galaxy VGM forever.

@Everybody else - You guys are the best. Seriously~

No problem, you would have done the same if I had posted that.

 

I'm not made of steel you know.

 

^^

[Blake]

Proto, you ARE made of steel! XD Steel and Iron... and some Uranium, but that's not important.

 

@Clair: Of course ^-^

[Proto]

Proto, you ARE made of steel! XD Steel and Iron... and some Uranium, but that's not important.

 

@Clair: Of course ^-^

Enough with the whole robot act man!

 

I'm passed that, I'm a human! Accept that!

[Blake]

I know you are, I just could not resist O_O Sorry...

[Proto]

I know you are, I just could not resist O_O Sorry...

Dude, I'm no longer a Machine King, that era has passed.

 

There is no ProtoMachineKing only, Lonestar.

[Blake]

Not getting the reference... but OK.

[Kaisu]

Normally, I would. Everything feels empty right now, though. I can't focus on anything.

 

Exactly.

 

I've spent hours on YCM without realising what I was doing. I've torn myself out of the real world, for crying out loud!

 

My head's wrapped around YCM, I feel nothing doing anything else.

 

If this is what a murderer feels like, then YCM is using us as a Death Note. Or a Human-Controller.

 

Maybe not.

 

But still..

 

I won't go into details, but...

 

YCM has been solace for me.

[iCherry]

bleh.

 

This forum has slowly gotten worse over the last few weeks/months/years, whatever. Stupid random status updates, stupid egocentric members, silly noobs, etc.

 

It's because of the new forum, really.

 

People like Eury, Xazeon, and even Zeo/~Cherry~ have stopped posting, or are at least not posting as often. That makes me sad, but I understand. There's life outside of YCM, right? I guess I should start finding it down here where I live. xD

 

...Nah. That's me either sleeping, on the phone, or on Youtube.

 

I don't know whether it's because I'm listening to this, this, or this, but I'm starting to know what depression feels like. I think this forum is a part of that. I've spent too much time here. Away from friends, outside interaction, you know.

 

inb4howdoesvocaloidmakeyoudepressed?

 

Well, I'm going to start trying to cut my YCM addiction right now. It's probably not going to work, but I'm going to try. Expect me on a lot in the next few weeks, but in decreasing amounts each day. Hell, this is probably not going to work. Hell, I might feel a bit better about my life tomorrow. Certain changes have occurred within my family, and now I know I have to be something more, for them and for myself. I need to try my very best to succeed in school and music, and this forum isn't really helping, tbh. I'm going to try leaving... eventually. Hopefully, before school starts.

 

I WANNA BE THE VERY BEST, LIKE NO ONE EVER WAAAAAS

 

blargh. I just feel so down right now. Maybe this is just a phase or something. Maybe I'll edit this post with the [awesome_face.jpg] tomorrow.

 

This is... yeah. Well, this was a pointless rant. ;_;

 

tl;dr - I'm probably going to leave soon.

 

There.

 

inb4lol

inb4tl;dr

inb4hahyou'renotleaving

 

Apparently, my suicide threats aren't working.

Now, to keep you here, I will have to suicide.

[Clair]

Apparently, my suicide threats aren't working.

Now, to keep you here, I will have to suicide.

 

But I'm definitely going to leave if you suicide. ;____;

[iCherry]

But I'm definitely going to leave if you suicide. ;____;

 

And if you leave, I'll suicide if I haven't already. ;_;

[Clair]

And if you leave, I'll suicide if I haven't already. ;_;

 

Know why I can't leave YCM?

 

You're one of the biggest reasons. <3

[iCherry]

Know why I can't leave YCM?

 

You're one of the biggest reasons.

 

YAY! I'M IMPORTANT~

[Clair]

YAY! I'M IMPORTANT~ <3

 

Never underestimate your importance. <3

[Proto]

I'm sick of being a machine....

 

NOBODY MAKE ANY PINNOCHIO JOKES!

 

Anyways, Cherry don't you suicide! If you do then who will be here to scare all the bad thoughts out of me?

[Nathanael D. Striker]

I can fill that role.

[Proto]

I can fill that role.

Mankind ill needs somebody that takes credit for things that aren't his.

 

In other words, don't come near me.

[Nathanael D. Striker]

Is that supposed to mean I'm a Scapegoat?