Confessions

[Susie]

So do you guys have anything to say about yourselves

Whether they're bad things, or good things

Just say something about yourself that you feel the need to get off of your chest

 

Please don't make fun of other people's confessions we're all different people

With different problems or qualities of our own

 

[spoiler=My own confessions]

I like being social, and I can't handle it when someone says they hate me or don't like to be around me. I always wanna know why and see if I can do anything to fix it. It's just something that I kinda have a fear of, being hated by someone or everyone.

 

I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind. I like to be the fun-loving good person to be around and to be that, I know that I've gotta take some risks, and I'm acceptant of those risks and I take them. I've said a whole lot of things that people tell me "Whoa that was uncalled for" it only happens on the occassion, but I'm okay with that.

 

I used to hate the world and seemingly everyone in it. Back a couple of years ago I almost cared about nothing, I used to run around holding my middle fingers to everyone ready to beat the living crap out of someone. The way I'd pass my time would be laying on my bed listening to music and playing my guitar. That was basically my whole life.

 

[Akira]

I cammed with a "teenage girl" when I was 13 or so, in retrospect it was most definitely a pedo, hah.

[Great Unclean One: VK]

I'm always running ideas on doing horrible things to people, vivisection, torture, etc. due to my constant anger.

 

I hate the majority of extremists feminists, minorities that blame the government and white people for all their faults, right wingers, left wingers, conservatives, hipsters, posers, jocks, chauvinists, white knights, moelords, stoners, druggies, wiggers, chiggers, and etc.

 

I'm unattracted to white and asian women.

 

I'm attracted to men with feminine features.

 

I'm attracted to women with masculine features.

 

I have constant fantasies about having sex with different animals and people.

 

I'm interested in the occult and have several books but don't belief in the stuff but is surprised at how Christian occultism has human sacrifice, namely skinning kids alive in the name of God while Pagan stuff has stuff about orgies, sex, love, etc.

 

I hate nearly all of my family members.

 

I highly distrust women when it comes to romantic pursuits due to my experiences and what I've seen thanks to my family.

 

I love going to church services yet don't believe in God.

[Akira]

^Future serial killer in the making.

 

Also Asian women are god tier.

[Limited Edition KING]

I must come clean, I'm so sorry but I was the one who took the dump in the urinal...

[Shradow]

I prefer petite, flat chested girls.

 

I've read the Twilight series 3 times.

[Kitty]

Might as well make my confession.

 

*clears throat*

 

I am a Sadist, everyone knows that, but what you don't know is that the sight of blood gives me a euphoric high that I have never before experienced. It is so satisfying to have the warm liquid all over my hands, running down my arms, all over my clothes, and dripping at my feet. And inb4oomigawdshe'smakingthisup. I satisfy my bloodlust by cleaning all the deer that my parents kill. But I feel that this is not becoming enough to please my bloodlust. I can feel the urge to do something terrible whenever I get mad. It's only a matter of time before I snap and it's going to be horrifyingly gory.

[Guest Lujan Solo]

I'm an extremist when it comes to my own views on justice and wish I could personally kill everyone involved in crime organizations. And not just them, there's so many other horrible people in the world who I wish I could rid the world of. Think of me as kind of like Light Yagami minus the god complex and the means to do it.

[Guest Envoy of the Striker]

[spoiler=*clears throat*]

I'm an emotionally conflicted teenager who feels like a walking contradiction. My life philosophies say one thing while my emotions say something else; my thoughts contradict my emotions and vice versa. I try tackling things day by day, but I always plan for the future. I hope for the best and plan for the worst, which leads to people calling me a pessimist when I'm really a realist. I don't like being ignored since there are times where my emotions take over and make me feel a bit worthless from that. I sometimes cry myself to sleep knowing my life hasn't been what I would like it to be, though I still get back up the next day and continue fighting. I can be funny, inspirational, and chill when I want to be, but I'm usually serious, down, and stressed out as of late. I have a superiority complex that I've been struggling with for years. I fear my own traits love to work against me, which sometimes causes me to cry at night as well. I can appear cold and heartless, but I'm really emotional. I usually spend my time alone, but that is only because I feel no one wants to be around me due to who I am. So yea, a lot of contradictions in my life. I guess that is life, so I must deal with it.

 

[Akira]

EDIT: Ignore me I'm a dick, you guys talk about what you want.

[BehindTheMask]

^Future serial killer in the making.

 

Also Asian women are god tier.

 

Asian women are bested by only one group of women(in general) Eastern European women.

 

Prove me wrong.

 

I must come clean, I'm so sorry but I was the one who took the dump in the urinal...

 

I actually bet my friend money he wouldnt poop in a urinal.

 

Pro-tip: Never bet with my friend. He will win.

[Susie]

I actually bet my friend money he wouldnt poop in a urinal.

 

Pro-tip: Never bet with my friend. He will win.

 

Wow, your friend must've really wanted that money

[Great Unclean One: VK]

^Future serial killer in the making.

 

Also Asian women are god tier.

 

Once you live with one, you'll change your mind brah.

[Guest Coolpuppy23]

I have a shota complex.

[Akira]

I have a shota complex.

 

Does that mean you feel like a vulnerable little boy who needs an older big brother type figure to nurture and love him? Or vice versa?

[?someone?]

I'm a lazy, self-defeating, whiny a**hole, with a tendency to freak the f*ck out sometimes.

That's about it. I just... don't like doing stuff. Don't have much motivation beyond obtaining money to buy more videogames.

I'm also terrible with girls, but that's most likely a trait shared by 75% of the male population.

 

And one day, I wish, when I blurt some stupid reference to something only people in their 40's know about, someone would say "I get it!"

Then we'd have a great conversation about KITT ramping sh*t.

 

Good traits: Humour, I guess.

_ Mullet

| Highfalutin occupation

| Fluent in many a pop-culture conversation, within a very narrow field

| Not murderous.

V

True story, I was once offered $40 to cut my hair.

[Guest Coolpuppy23]

Does that mean you feel like a vulnerable little boy who needs an older big brother type figure to nurture and love him? Or vice versa?

 

The first one.

[Guest Overlord Barty]

Hmm... Well lets get some stuff off my chest then.

 

I am a cynical, depressed Aspergic arsehole with psycopathic tendancies. I love manipulating people. The sense of control it gives me is such a rush. Oh and I'm Bi.

 

My life so far has been full of very irritating ironies, mostly based around my diagnosis of Aspergers. One such thing is the fact that it causes me to obbsess. Which has made me to insightful for my own good, so much so that around people I know well, I can guess what they are doing, which is annoying. Life becomes less fun when you can guess what is going to happen.

 

Now despite the fact that it makes me seem a pathetic person, most of this has been the result of a very bad break up about 11 and a half months ago. Now I understand how weak that makes me, but I don't feel the need validate the reasons why it's been so hard where everyone can see. I find myself mocing away from who I was, and slowly becoming my ex, who went through the same thing as me a few years back. I don't want it to, but it is happening to me. Oh and theres the fact that my head won't let me let her go, so things are never exactly fun.

 

I don't particularly value humanity as a race, as far as I'm concerened we are all self serving and hide behind a civil mask to make ourselves feel better. So my valuing of human life is kinda low. I'll probably have a breakdown one day and end up in Prison after murdering someone, it wouldn't suprise me. When you feel like you have someone else's blood on your hands already life matters less.

 

I've never actually commited a terrible act. But people have tried to make me think I had. My best friend after I snapped at her during a mood swing said 'What happens next is becuase of you'. Turned out she had killed herself after that. It wasn't a particularly fun expierience to deal with that guilt, but.. I can understand why she did it now, and its why I am never going to abandon someone I know who is depressed and needs someone there. Becuase then someone else would have to deal with that guilt, and I doubt everyone is strong enough to.

 

Well, that's my reveal of most of the stuff I keep hidden. Judge me if you'd like, or never talk to me like a sane person would, whichever I don't mind hugely.

[DARKPLANT RISING]

I want to become a professional writer any moment and start working, because schoolwork is damn hard and boring at the same time. I feel best when I'm writing except for when doing inappropriate stuff with girls and I wanna quit school, everything, and devote myself to just writing, nothing else.

 

That's why I'm aiming to win a particular novel prize next year; if I can, and it sells well, hell, it could maybe even be made into an anime or something. Dunno, but writing is the only reason why I'm living right now. Mainly because I don't like looking at the real world, and the world of fantasy or whatever I'm writing fascinates me a lot more. The real world - well, I'm having a good time everyday, certainly, but everything feels - you know, empty.

 

Oh, and I have a 300+ picture folder of loli girls. I don't know where the boundries are, but maybe some are illegal.

[Guest Oh my Amaterasu!]

I'm actually a guy

[DARKPLANT RISING]

I'm actually a guy

Now if anyone here says he/she's actually a girl, THAT's another matter.

[Akira]

The first one.

 

I'll be your big bro~

[Yasυ]

Sometimes I don't know if I'm being genuine with my feelings or I'm subconsciously faking it because of some ulterior motive, I'm no sociopath though.

 

Closet cases, I f***ing hate those... "oh it's just a phase", "ah, I'm just in for the sex", "I do this and let you do that to me, but no kissing or eye contact, that's gross, eww!", "duude I'm toyally not gay, I mean, I even have a girlfriend!" and "its perfectly normal for a straight guy to fantasize with other men"...

 

Jeez, I'm not saying bi and confused guys don't exist but, damn, most of them are full of bs.

 

Hopefully, someday I'll find a nice confident guy to play vidya and make out with. (^з^)-☆

[Shizuku Oikawa]

I don't want to seem creepy, but I once wore my sister's underwear out of curiosity.

 

I also realized that I really really love attention, like if I don't get any at all, I'll easily get upset, but I try to avoid posting anything just for the sake of attention.

 

Not sure what else to add here.

[DARKPLANT RISING]

...Oh, and another one. First time telling this to anyone.

 

...I got blown by a girl for the first time at eight. See, I had this girl friend (not girlfriend) who for some reason was naked all the time at her house when her parents weren't around (which happened often, since both of them had jobs). I went to her house without knowing, her parents were out, and she asked me to become naked. Since I was eight too, innocence and stupidity allowed me to nod without much thinking. And then suddenly, out of pure curiosity she started licking and - I wouldn't go further into details.

 

Back then, neither I or the girl had no idea what it was, and my body wasn't mature enough to go BLAST but I still remember it vividly. She was pretty cute, a fact that later helped me when I didn't have access to internet.