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I've had such a Crap week.....

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This week has been totally awful for me.... I lost my job..... Have almost no chance of Getting Job Seekers allowance to find a new job..... My best friend is even hating me at the moment.... I've been through hell & back this week. Oh well at least I have my PS2 to keep me happy untilTuesday when I can sort this mess out......

 

Sorry if i'm a little negative in my posts for a little while... I feel like crap....

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Because we had huge plans to leave the craphole of London.... That needed a lot of money for the Mortgage... My job was covering that okay.

 

Then he lost his benefits as well on the same damn day I lost my job! It's hell.... Total hell.... Thanks for the encoragement icemaster it means a lot....

 

Light at the end of the tunnel? You're right Anomu.... Things will get better over time I hope.

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Do you have others you can rely on for help? Family suppose that can support you til you find a job again. What was your job anyways? How come you got fired?

 

What you gonna do now? Hope this dont affect YCM in that you still stay on here

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I didn't get fired as such. It was more of a "You try harder or else we'll have to let you go" I didn't try harder.....

 

In terms of me staying here? Of course i'll post when I can, I just wont be Hyperactive DMG lover as much If at all....

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you know what i do when im feeling down?

i turn on a song like "down with the sickness"

get pissed at the world, and point out everyone elses faults

that usually helps me

then, you find the source thats making you feel crappy, and you confront it, head on.

life doesnt wait for you, it what makes you.

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I'm on the hunt at the moment. Can't do much until Tuesday because of the Easter Weekend..... I'm sure I can manage. I know the Take Away Places near me well and they will always borrow me some Food if need-be. Luckily I had my last paycheck on Friday so it shouldn't be too bad.

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You know what my mother used to do when she was alive?

 

If your happy and you know it clap your hands.

If your happy and you know it clap your hands.

If your happy and you know it then your face

will surely show it

If your happy and you know it clap your hands

 

I was 2, it makes sense

 

This may have been asked but what was your old job.

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Well, I don't exactly agree with bloodrun's suggestion. I do agree with listening to music, but don't get pissed and blame the world. Listen to music to help calm you down, like what I listen to it really calm...

 

Here's a link to my calming music.

 

here's some lyrics that you can read as you listen...

 

[align=center]Where did we come from?

Why are we here?

Where do we go when we die?

What lies beyond

And what lay before?

Is anything certain in life?

 

They say " Life is too short"

"The here and the now"

And " You`re only given one shot"

But could there be more

Have I lived before

Or could tis be all that we`ve got?

 

If I die tomorrow

I`d be allright

Because I believe

That after we`re gone

The spirit carries on

 

I used to be frightened of dying

I used to think death was the end

But that was before

I`m not scared anymore

I know that my soul will transcend

 

I may never find all the answers

I never understand why

I may never prove

What I know to be true

But I know that I still have to try

 

If I die tomorrow

I`d be allright

Because I believe

That after we`re gone

The spirit carries on

 

"Move on, be brave

Don`t weep at my grave

Because I`m no longer here

But please never let

You memories of me disappear"

 

Safe in the light that surrounds me

Free of the fear and the pain

My questioning mind

Has help me to find

The meaning in my life again

Victoria`s real

I finally feel

At peace with the girl in my dreams

And now that I`m here

It`s perfectly clear

I found out what all of this means

 

If I die tomorrow

I`d be allright

Because I believe

That after we`re gone

The spirit carries on[/align]

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Or listen to the "Jesus Of Suburbia"

 

Imagin how this kid feels with his screwed life

It sounds awesome, all like dow de de dow do doo da dow. Sounds better on Guitar

 

"Jesus Of Suburbia"

 

[Part 1]

 

I'm the son of rage and love

The Jesus of Suburbia

From the bible of none of the above

On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin

No one ever died for my sins in hell

As far as I can tell

At least the ones I got away with

 

And there's nothing wrong with me

This is how I'm supposed to be

In a land of make believe

That don't believe in me

 

Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix

The living room or my private womb

While the moms and brads are away

To fall in love and fall in debt

To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane

To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

 

And there's nothing wrong with me

This is how I'm supposed to be

In a land of make believe

That don't believe in me

 

[Part 2: City Of The Damned]

 

At the center of the Earth

In the parking lot

Of the 7-11 where I was taught

The motto was just a lie

It says home is where your heart is

But what a shame

Cause everyone's heart

Doesn't beat the same

It's beating out of time

 

City of the dead

At the end of another lost highway

Signs misleading to nowhere

City of the damned

Lost children with dirty faces today

No one really seems to care

 

I read the graffiti

In the bathroom stall

Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall

And so it seemed to confess

It didn't say much

But it only confirmed that

The center of the earth

Is the end of the world

And I could really care less

 

City of the dead

At the end of another lost highway

Signs misleading to nowhere

City of the damned

Lost children with dirty faces today

No one really seems to careeeeee

 

[Part 3: I don't care]

 

I don't care if you don't

I don't care if you don't

I don't care if you don't care

[x4]

 

I don't careeeeeeeeee

 

Everyone is so full of sheet

Born and raised by hypocrites

Hearts recycled but never saved

From the cradle to the grave

We are the kids of war and peace

From Anaheim to the middle east

We are the stories and disciples

Of the Jesus of suburbia

Land of make believe

That don't believe in me

Land of make believe

And I don't believe

And I don't care!

I don't care! [x4]

 

[Part 4: Dearly beloved]

 

Dearly beloved are you listening?

I can't remember a word that you were saying

Are we demented or am I disturbed?

The space that's in between insane and insecure

Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?

Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed

Nobody's perfect and I stand accused

For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse

 

[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]

 

To live and not to breathe

Is to die In tragedy

To run, to run away

To find what you believe

And I leave behind

This hurricane of funking lies

I lost my faith to this

This town that don't exist

 

So I run

I run away

To the light of masochist

And I leave behind

This hurricane of funking lies

And I walked this line

A million and one funking times

But not this time

 

I don't feel any shame

I won't apologize

 

When there ain't nowhere you can go

Running away from pain

When you've been victimized

Tales from another broken home

 

You're leaving...

You're leaving...

You're leaving...

Ah you're leaving home...

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Here is the Lulz of the Day action reply

I was almost afraid to read this thread because I misread the title thinking it said/

"I had such a Crap this week."

Heh you know you made me giggle with that comment.... Smile Maybe I did have a Great Crap maybe I didn't...

 

Nice play there from both teams, ooh what a cruncher!

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Here, these tell a story about a screwed up kids life. My favorite songs. THey might make you feel better

[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T2rlX0rF2oE]Jesus Of Suburbia.[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JxQtafrR6Cw&feature=related]Are We the Waiting/St. Jimmy[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8j_9dXCM50&feature=related]Whatshername[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qpseZj9Ev0]Bad Video of Give Me Novicane[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX002WYkBJM] She's A Rebel[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC95Y0s8Ne0] Extroardinary Girl[/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-9pI9G8nXMU] Letterbomb [/url]
[url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q8JpL7KhuT0] Homecoming[/url]

Listen to these songs in order
You won't like them probably but I do so ha
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