Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 lol coming from Saturn that says a bit, (age discrimination maybe but meh its how I was/am raised)... But this again isnt love, its like missing a part of you that just... yeah... Love would be a longing that keeps you who you are, but you can function normally without it...This is literally where I cannot be myself at all. Sociable Josh was a person who was inspired to be with her around. Hell, she was probably the reason my Anxiety went into remission for 3yrs [the time that i really knew her].... As for confessing? If it were irl, I'd be speaking gibberish because I'd be covered in tears.... eeh.. As for Death Metal, your normal in your own right. And I am sure there are hints when you are emotional whether you know it or not.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
「tea.leaf」 Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I like a girl. I like another girl too. One of them is nice, although she's quiet, and never really gives me a straight answer with her feelings. The other hasn't spoken to me in nearly a month now, don't know what's going on, whatever... Christ, for a man to go through something like that is really weak. I'm sorry, but that's how I feel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Death Metal Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 lol coming from Saturn that says a bit' date=' (age discrimination maybe but meh its how I was/am raised)... But this again isnt love, its like missing a part of you that just... yeah... Love would be a longing that keeps you who you are, but you can function normally without it...This is literally where I cannot be myself at all. Sociable Josh was a person who was inspired to be with her around. Hell, she was probably the reason my Anxiety went into remission for 3yrs [the time that i really knew her'].... As for confessing? If it were irl, I'd be speaking gibberish because I'd be covered in tears.... eeh.. As for Death Metal, your normal in your own right. And I am sure there are hints when you are emotional whether you know it or not.... Probally but i'll just lock it up till I need it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm.....again*If it isn't love, then forget about herMove on with your lifeFind a real girlfriendBe happy (Hard to believe coming from me) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm.....again*If it isn't love' date=' then forget about herMove on with your lifeFind a real girlfriendBe happy (Hard to believe coming from me)[/color'] This has all the hallmarks of Murakami's storytelling. Lessee me turn this into some short skit... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 *facepalm.....again*If it isn't love' date=' then forget about herMove on with your lifeFind a real girlfriendBe happy (Hard to believe coming from me)[/color'] Pardon my suggestiveness and ability to play devils advocate with myself...That's what I believe it to be, due to my massive inability to move on regardless of what I am doing. Albeit with family or watching a movie with a friend etc... The thought of her by my side during all of that scorns me almost too much to control. And now its bottled up to the point where my mind cannot take it.... No amount of mental inhibitor or ability to escape my thought of her has worked yet. And it has been over a year.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Grawrg....go see a psychiatristA good one too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 rofl. I already do, some of the best in the state of Hawaii. They do not have a valid reaction to this. I even qualified for SSI. Due to how I am :?... But that's getting off topic... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Well, then we may need to send you to the crazy house Just promise me you won't end up like The Joker when you break out get released ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabris Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 rofl. I already do' date=' some of the best in the state of Hawaii. They do not have a valid reaction to this. I even qualified for SSI. Due to how I am :?... But that's getting off topic...[/quote'] Tell me: Do I need to get away from you? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 rofl. I already do' date=' some of the best in the state of Hawaii. They do not have a valid reaction to this. I even qualified for SSI. Due to how I am :?... But that's getting off topic...[/quote'] Tell me: Do I need to get away from you? Ooh dear god no, other people come before myself. So as a result my ability to be ones self and concerning for others comes before my own personal issues. Myself always last....So no worries Tabris... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 lolx just wondering, what does SSI stand for? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 lolx just wondering' date=' what does SSI stand for?[/color'] Supplemental Security Income (SSI) [straight off the .gov website]... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 That mean you're insane or something? :? lolx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest JoshIcy Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 That mean you're insane or something? :? lolx I seriously doubt that. But I wasnt given the formal diagnosis... Either way, I am normal pending the Follower-Type characteristics, (which is very rare these days as I have met only 1 other). And I think they just are doing it to save problems =/... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Larxene Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Well, good luck with your problemsI'm out of advice XDIt's past midnight, I'm tired, I'm going to bed (As soon as I get 4,100 posts) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cyber Altair Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 ' pid='965570' dateline='1218688703']I respect you. This is for your own good. MOVE ON!!!! I've liked a lot of girls' date=' and sure it doesn't work out a lot. So I MOVE ON!!!! That's my advice.[/quote'] O.O i actually agree =P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wyhe Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I both of you are true to each other, then go for it.If not, the best action is to move on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mr. Judgment Dragon Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I know exactly how you feel Icyblue. A few years ago I went through something like that and when I finally had the chance to ask her out, I went for it and got dissappointed in the end. I exploded as all my emotions were released at once as anger. It broke me down. I now get affraid of asking someone out even if there is a chance she might say yes. I dont know why that is so. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Wyhe Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 I also got a friend who tried means & ways to woo a girl who never even like him...and he would then go emo & cry out a river... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Willieh Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 Whenever I bottle up emotions...I always funk it up. Lol I end up turning it into anger. :\ One time in third grade, this kid really pissed me off. And in the middle of the hall I screamed "You are a mother funking freak!!!". Then I got suspended for like 2 weeks XD. It was totally worth it though. All I could say is go home and cry when there's nobody else around (not trying to sound like a dick just be clear). Keeping your emotion bottled up isn't healthy. You could end up having an anxiety attack from all of the stress. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bury the year Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 ' pid='965688' dateline='1218691492']Yes' date=' and yet you still think it's true[/color'] Well, we're in love. Awww... Lover's spat. Well, Icy, keep yourself distracted. It might help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bury the year Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 ' pid='965688' dateline='1218691492']Aww that's sweet. I iz crying.Well' date=' we're in love baby.[/quote']I thought she liked me!Um...emotions...are bad... I never said that! Take it down, fool! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silencerleader Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 ' pid='965688' dateline='1218691492']Aww that's sweet. I iz crying.Well' date=' we're in love baby.[/quote']I thought she liked me!Um...emotions...are bad... I never said that! Take it down, fool! WTH are you talking about :? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Buffer Posted August 14, 2008 Report Share Posted August 14, 2008 your problems made me fell better about my situation (not have emotions,feelings, or what ever you call them) as for panic attacks find some thing to make you feel ok i have something around my neck that i've had since i was a child Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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