It seems it's time for this again

[Snatch Steal]

The club is going way downhill. Under 2 people ever respond to it.

 

 

If only I could have said sorry in time.

[Simping For Hina]

What do you want from me, an apology?

I want to apologize, but at this point, it's too late.

I don't want anything from you. I want you to do what will help to make you happier. And I don't know what that is, that is up to you. Also, it is never too late to apologize. It could help to change your outlook. If you want to apologize, do it. Not for other people, but for yourself.

 

That's the thing, no one cares about it. No one cares about me. I'm a laughingstock.

 

People care about you if you actually showed that you cared about yourself instead of pissing on yourself every chance you get. Maybe if you actually thought something of yourself instead of crying about who you think you are, then people would care about you.

 

 

Well, then, funk it.

I'm a shitty person, inside and out.

It's not worth being liked if I have to work for it.

If you don't want to work for you, you don't deserve it. You have to work for what you want in life or you'll get no where and only be the ground you stand on. You don't grow if you don't do something, work for something, and make something of yourself. If you don't want to work to be liked, than you'll never even like yourself. Stay a shitty person if you want, but it isn't something you prefer and if you don't want to work to make yourself become a better person than I am happy that you want to remain shitty. It suits you if this is how you look at yourself.

 

 

What do you want from me, an apology?

Maybe that's all I am. Maybe I'm surface-level. 

There's a lot of "pushing myself" involved here, and if I've learned one thing, it's that pushing yourself just makes one tired with no results. 

I've tried to get better at a lot of things, be it Yugioh, making friends, athleticism, not caring what other people think, and the like, but I've made no progress in any of them despite trying every day and wanting it so badly.

I've been nothing but myself here, and if people don't like myself, then they won't like me.

 

You learned nothing. You're only 14. You haven't pushed yourself, and haven't done anything to prove who you are. If there is anything, no one gets anywhere if they don't fall down and get back up making more of what that fall meant and moving passed it so it never happens again. You're going to make no progress because you haven't changed yourself enough to be able to see the results. If you're getting tired, then you're only hitting the first step of getting somewhere and pushing yourself. You're supposed to push yourself to the brink, where you reach the lowest point and realize that it is nothing more than a single obstacle.

 

You don't want it bad enough if you give up. And time is a factor that you can't take into account, as progress starts off small and you'll never see it if you don't have hope that it comes around once you start to develop yourself more. You only get further by continuing to get somewhere, and results only happen by failing over and over and over and over again. If you have been yourself, then the current you is a shitload of sulking sadness that deserves nothing but what he already has.

 

What you need to do is change who you are, because the you right now is a load of garbage. Become a better version of yourself. You're only going to do that by working toward becoming better and not giving up until you can finally see who you are truly becoming, where you can look out to the clouds and smile just because you know that you are the person that you want to be, not the person you are right now. Because that person sucks.

 

If you think I am being horrible: Guess what, you're never truly yourself. You are a moment of yourself, and you will constantly change. You will never be the same version of yourself and you'll never be a complete form of yourself. You can either change yourself or let other factors change you. If you want to change, then you have to be in control of who you are and how you are going to change. Never accept the current form, but never let it halt you to become something more. You have to keep moving forward with the path that you want to take and trust yourself, but don't give into the ability to just sit down and relax. Keep pushing, working, moving, and getting to the place you want to get to. And go farther than that.

 

 

Okay, fine. Let's suppose no one hates me. Let's instead surmise that people dislike me just enough to belittle me once, then forget who I even am.

Hard to give a sheet about yourself when no one thinks you're worth anything. Kind of makes you feel like you're wrong.

People will forget who you are. They will not remember a single thing about you. They will remember what you said, but they won't remember that you are the one who said it. That is basically because people don't stick with you if they don't make you feel worse or they don't make you feel better. If you want to be remembered, make your life something that people can look at and realize that it is going to something worth remembering. That when they look at you, they see something that is more than just a statement. They see an image of something that brings and evokes an emotion. Be an example for yourself and others. But don't let yourself rely on others to do the same. Have the ability to control, not be controlled by others.

 

Of course it is hard. Life is funking hard. It is not meant to be easy. Nothing is meant to be easy. If it is easy, then it isn't worth it because you don't grow from it. The hardships in life that people face are what help them to become strong and better, to help you only worry about what you want and what you take from it. As it is never going to get easier. When it is easy, it is going to teach you nothing and then it isn't even worth it in the first place.

So be it.

Now, this is going to get me. "So be it" is a losing phrase, because you aren't in control of anything, then. If you let things just happen, you'll be nothing more than just a pile of dust when you are finally get to the point in life that you can't do anything. Those who are successful. Those who are liked. Those who like themselves. They never say the words, "So be it". They know that they either can change something or make something better, to continue pushing forward and doing something that pushes them to gain as much control as possible. Sitting down idle let's other people take opportunity that you only thought of. Make your thoughts a reality by figuring out how you are going to pursue them, not just let them occur for other people to enjoy while you can only looking at them, wondering, "what if".

[~ P O L A R I S ~]

I feel like Dae would make a good dad.

 

That said I reckon Snatch needs some time to brood.

[Simping For Hina]

I feel like Dae would make a good dad.

 

That said I reckon Snatch needs some time to brood.

He should take time. Take all the time he needs. Once he sees and is willing to move passed everything, he can move on to make himself better. But he should try, work, and make himself better. That much is certain.

[MiracleGhost47]

50 of my brothers and sisters died

 

Not in the mood

I heard from Mewtwo that if you cry hard enough, they might just come back to life. XD

[T. Sankara]

I feel like Dae would make a good dad.

 

u w0t m8?

[Ryusei the Morning Star]

u w0t m8?

 

Don't judge him for it :3

[Simping For Hina]

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