Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Are you a virgin? Ehm... physically yes. are you darth vader? i have no children are YOU a carrot? i am not, you should ask striker instead Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 How has your confidence level been? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Any confidence I have is either a facade, actually just love for Caeda, or knowledge on a limited subject where I'm using knowledge in place of any self-esteem. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 A lot of confidence in general is just a facade, I think But, I mean, has it been low, high, stable, volatile, or what? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 idk, i guess volatile. I have a bad habit of overthinking things and losing faith in the fact that anyone other than Caeda cares if I live or die. Or that I even matter in the grand scheme of things, hence a skype name of mine being "Hououmaru, the unneeded black plot device" last week. Feel more like a write-in, even irl, to people's lives most times. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Oh, I definitely know how you feel. It's really common for me to feel absolutely worthless and meaningless to anybody. I'm already nihilistic, but I still hold a belief only that no meaning is inherent. It is all decided by how people feel, which is why I often correlate feeling lonely with being worthless, because if nobody at all talks to me for a while, I must mean nothing to anybody. That's usually part of how it goes through in my head. I wish you weren't in such a chaotic state, though, but it'll get better and you will certainly be able to live much more peacefully in the future. Well, I don't think you're worthless, as much as that means. There are some very important things only you can do, so don't let yourself think you only mean something to one person. I mean, that person is definitely the most significant to you, but other people care, too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thar Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 remo's left hand That's funny you say that, cauussseeee.... Why don't you like talking on Skype? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 I adore talking on skype. My mom does not appreciate such. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mugendramon Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Why did you leave my last question unanswered? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greiga Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Same question as Armz, how long have you participated in the duel with no break? A break is anything longer than a list change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Why did you leave my last question unanswered? Good question. Same question as Armz, how long have you participated in the duel with no break? A break is anything longer than a list change. No idea. Longest I can think of is like an hour and a half,if I'm understanding correctly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greiga Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Good question. No idea. Longest I can think of is like an hour and a half,if I'm understanding correctly. I mean playing the yugiohs, my bad. Other question, how did you have an hour long duel? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 I have a bad habit of overthinking things and losing faith in the fact that anyone other than Caeda cares if I live or die. Or that I even matter in the grand scheme of things. What prompts you to think this? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 idk it was ages ago when i was a super scrub and i played shit like 3 Quasar 3 Librarian 3 Formula 3 SSD 3 Ragin ed in fableds My life story prompts that line of thought. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thar Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Alright, so tell me... why is it that you don't want to be shipped? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 No, I know being depressed does that, but what kind of things usually happen that cause you to get really negative? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maeriberii Haan Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Why are you interested in Yugioh in the first place? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted April 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 Because my biggest fear in life is being an old, unmarried man with no one to call family except, maybe, his sister who has her own life and family. Thus my angel is the most important thing in the world to me, and I desire to be with her in any and every way. Call it jealousy, call it clingy, but... she's my everything. I couldn't imagine life without her anymore. Why are you interested in Yugioh in the first place? Got into it when I was young. Fell out pre-Phantom Darkness. Got back in around WC2009/2010. stayed in until I got here Stayed casually in Got involved with the Absolute Powerforce Tried to get better to impress friends/catch up to them (they were also scrubs, but not as bad) Lost most of old friends due to bullshit Continued to get better for me Ended up as one of the best on an the site after people left/i improved/etc. Now I'm just enjoying my favorite decks. I understand the meta, just don't care to play, other than to understand it, most times. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted April 29, 2014 Report Share Posted April 29, 2014 It's really nice to see that, though. The better part of having siblings can be their close yet unique perspective to your own and, being of the same generation, often more agreeable mindset than much older or younger people..... And anyway, wouldn't anybody do anything to be with whoever is most important to them? There is really nothing wrong with it. Especially considering the harshness of the route it is taking to get there. Any kind of relationship lasting through that is honestly stronger than 99% of marriages. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.