Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 *preps fire and brimstone cannon* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 I'm ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Simping For Hina Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 Please. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maeriberii Haan Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 I prefer bass cannons but sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kazooie Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 what do you think of YOU? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LordCowCowCowCowCowCowCowCow Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 My body is ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 I'm ready.You're much the same as always, though I must admit your attitude confuses me. It seems like you change what you think or desire of a situation on a whim to get a different result, which speaks to the general lack of emotion you have as a way to gauge how people react and why, so that you might understand them better. It's your own way, but it comes off a bit... combative? Disagreeable? Please.Nice guy. I, too, wish we talked more, but I'm a bit... Shy, I suppose. You already know I'm much more withdrawn now than when we started talking, which is regrettable. You've come through basically every time I could have ever needed you, and that means the world to me/ I prefer bass cannons but sure.You're a great person to discuss card games with, and a good guy. I've heard that people are... less than impressed with you as a mod, thus far, but I trust you'll fix that with time. what do you think of YOU?*Takes a deep breath*[spoiler=Answer, sorta][11:28:30 PM] Josh: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KB9NUvJBNfE[11:28:44 PM] Josh: this is in japanese, but I still just love this song, despite the fact it still makes my heart ache a bit[11:29:48 PM] Bree: i moved the kitty and she came back and headbutted me[11:29:52 PM] Bree: i have upset the kitty[11:29:57 PM] Josh: xD[11:29:57 PM] Bree: also *click*[11:30:26 PM] Bree: oh hey its yugimoo[11:30:31 PM] Josh: yes[11:30:39 PM] Bree: i dunno what this is[11:30:42 PM] Josh: Um[11:30:46 PM] Josh: it's the last ending to 5D's[11:30:48 PM] Josh: bt[11:30:50 PM] Josh: But[11:30:59 PM] Josh: Just wanted to link it because it... still is one of my favorite songs[11:31:03 PM] Josh: It's really nostalgic to me[11:31:07 PM] Bree: :'o[11:31:11 PM] Josh: It used to make me really sad, to the point of crying[11:31:23 PM] Josh: not only is the song /itself/ somewhat sad yet hopeful, but[11:31:48 PM] Josh: It reminds me of DMG. It reminds me of all the time together, and the pain after it. It makes me think of times long since past that... for the longest time, hurt.[11:32:29 PM] Josh: What Zeo said made me feel... really, really good. That my good is shining bright now. That I'm... NOT as bad as I feel like I am[11:33:14 PM] Bree: *hugs tight* of course you aren't... ^^[11:33:32 PM] Josh: *hugs tight* ^^;[11:33:43 PM] Bree: *kisses* ^^[11:33:50 PM] Josh: 5D's... Ended on my birthday, so...[11:35:24 PM] Josh: It reminds me of parting with you... for that month,if you haven't forgotten... Of my mom coming home early from her business trip so she could celebrate my birthday with me... Just of a lot. But the song doesn't /hurt/ anymore. Just makes me feel that dull ache of life, but a smile on my lips all the same.It's sentimental as can be, but fiction and music have always had a very big impact on who I am, and this case is no different. I used the song because, aside from having listened to it recently due to the deck I associated it with, I've also... slowly been coming back into contact with said old friends. Zeo, Andx... Johnny is still sorta in my life, Koko and Marco never left though the former was a pain, and Bree has always been around.I think I'm a mess. I think I'm an idiot, a failure, and sometimes a monster. But... I'm coming to terms with who I am, and trying to improve. I'm human, too, you know, and I always have the best intentions at heart. But I suppose I still am the overly emotional kid that garnered hate due to it in the first place. Still clingy, but directed at Bree. I feel better with who I am, less scared of the world, and so on with almost every passing day now. I guess it's just age, but... It's really nice to have the support of my wife and my dear friends. Kizuna, eh?[/spoiler] My body is ready.Moo. You are adorable. It makes me want to eat you up... with some garlic and a nice Caesar!That said, you are somebody I really appreciate. I understand how bright-eyed and bushy-tailed you are, and I want to see you preserve that as long as you can. The world is cold, so don't lost that child-like brightness you exude, because it's truly refreshing. And never, ever wish that you cared less about people. I wished the same, and it did me no good, despite all the pain caring /did/ bring. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maeriberii Haan Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 Yeah, I'm not really that active and bold as a mod, so pretty much didn't change much for the site. Guess I should try fixing that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alice Moonflowyr Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 rawr, hai black! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 rawr, hai black!I've always liked you, but, like I said with Dae, withdrawn.You were one of the few newer members in the day (I think a couple months before I got mod) that I did genuinely enjoy, though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
iCherries Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 what do you think of our lord and savior jesus christ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 what do you think of our lord and savior jesus christ?I love Jesus. He saved me at my lowest point, and His love is what I taught myself to love like. To be committed, forgiving, and loving through it all, because those are what true love is about. Devotion to one another.As for you... I must first apologize for the hate I harbored in my heart for you all that time. It was weak and latent for the most part, but it was inflamed at a certain point. And I'm sorry that things went how they did. I'm sorry I gave you trouble, and burdened you with my weaknesses. I'm sorry that I expected more of you than I should have, and I'm sorry that I caused you pain.I do like you, still. I'm trying to warm back up. You and doggie, both. I've let go of my bitterness, but the healing is happening. So when we hang out on DMG like earlier today... Give me time, if you would. It's nice to be back and trying, but... I'm not as warm as I once was, and I'm much more skittish, but I would like to at least be friends again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Night Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 sup bb Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
(GigaDrillBreaker) Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 I will toss my hat in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 sup bbYo mangBest mod on the team, hands down. You always do what's best for the site at the end of the day, you actually feel like a solid leader to rally beneath, and you're knowledgeable in the areas you need to be. It's nice to know that I've always had someone that knew the truth of my side of the argument, even though you couldn't raise your voice to assist.We should talk more in general, really.I will toss my hat in.Hrm...you're one of the up-and-comers, that's for sure. I've never been quite sure what to think of you in terms of YGO, but you kinda remind me of myself in my day. There was an authority on Fableds when I was newer to TCG, and though I admired and respeted his knowledge of the deck, I still tried my hardest to do it even better than him. I feel like that's you with Hunder, tbh.As a person... We've not really interacted much. We should try, sometime. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Makο Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 WH- ...Ok, I'm just checking your profile. ...Black. You're Black. I know you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 WH- ...Ok, I'm just checking your profile. ...Black. You're Black. I know you.Indeed you do.Nice guy, strong faith from what I saw. Fun to interact with, but always felt like there was something from letting go with you, even more than others. Unsure why... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunar Origins Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 Pick me, lovely. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Makο Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 always felt like there was something from letting go with you, even more than others. Unsure why... Wha- I, uh, I don't even know what this means. ._. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blake Posted December 8, 2014 Author Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 Pick me, lovely. Great support line, nice person, nice tits, and admirable. What you've done for Bree means so, so much to me, and that doesn't even include how much you've done for me. We don't talk as much as we should, but when we have talked, I always find it fun, and it's nice to just know I have a friend there for me when I really need one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 "general lack of emotion you have as a way to gauge how people react and why, so that you might understand them better. It's your own way, but it comes off a bit... combative? Disagreeable?" Sorry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bringerofcake Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 I think you and Welche and pacman are the only ones doing this that even know who i am Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BANZAI!!!! Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 suuure why not Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sploda Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 Though I probably dun need it, I'm game. Let's do this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rodrigo Posted December 8, 2014 Report Share Posted December 8, 2014 CYBERDARKS RULE! Also, hi. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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