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If you could change one thing about yourself, what would that be?


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My procrastination is really bad, like really really really bad. At 15:00 i'm like "I'll watch one last video and then do homework", and then suddenly it's 18:45. 

 

Also, maybe my complete and utter disaster at anything physical. PE is one of my worst subjects at school... And overall sports aren't my thing, and that makes me feel kinda abnormal when everyone i know is great at sports and does everything and i'm a baked potato...

 

 

Maybe also everything.

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yeah

 

I'm ridiculously shy to the point where I'm basically incapable of initiating a one on one conversation with anyone, so I'm relying on people actually wanting to interact with me more or less all the time, which limits me in terms of how many people I actually get to know. If I actually get talking to people for whatever reason it's not a problem but it's kinda tough. I'd love to just be more confident and realise that people actually want to talk to me and not be so worried about intruding on people. Excluding that I'm pretty happy myself, obviously I'd love to be a bit better at everything but then again, who wouldnt? In general I'm happy to be who I am and there's nothing else that I really find to be a problem.

 

oh, except having a stutter. That funking sucks.

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Since I'm limited to only one thing here, I'd remove my autism (Asbergers) in a heartbeat, because it's already f***ed me over more times then I can count, including but not limited to having fueled several suicidal tendencies because of how "alien" I turn out, and currently sent me into such a bad financial streak I'm still not sure I'll actually stay afloat despite having found a minimum wage (as in, bare minimum to cover my expenses) employment, because I'm not sure how long it's gonna take before things start comming in.

 

But if I could change everything. I would. (I'm actually beginning to question if I'm transgender, or if it's something else at work)

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Also the fact that i can't look at people in the eyes. at all. we need to have a very long/deep friendship, or i need all my force. I don't know why. The hardest thing is probably looking at adults straight in the eyes, even with my parents it's hard to do it.

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My memory probably; Having a selectively great memory is really irritating. 

I have the opposite problem, I have a very shitty memory. Everything's relative, I suppose.

 

My chronic laziness and procrastination. Only reason I haven't conquered the world by now.

I think it's too late for me because the habit has been so ingrained at this point that I don't think I can get myself out of it.

Well, it might not be impossible, but definitely improbable. I'd try shaking this before graduating high school if possible.

 

I'd love to stop being a coward.

Word. 

I'll leave you with one piece of advice that a good friend gave to me. Nothing will change if you leave things as they are and don't do anything.

 

As for me, I'd like to change making an effort. If I don't like something about my life, actually do something about it.

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