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A'ight.

 

I love, you, but you take things too personally.  You care about me - I know that much, but there's a fine line between 'caring' and 'being overbearing to the point of being harmful.'  You've had numerous freak outs over our supposed friendship in the past based on the fact that I am not good at responding.

 

Let's address that.

 

I'm funking terrible at responding.  You know it, I know it.  Anyone on YCM who has ever attempted to talk to me knows that I'm notoriously terrible at holding a conversation and actually fairly hard to get a hold of.  I'm sorry - I've tried working on it, but there's something wrong with me.  I'm not good at it now, I've never been good at it, and I likely will never be good at it.

 

With that said, it makes me feel terrible, but with you I realized that you were making me feel terrible, too, because of this.  And lord knows I've tried, you know?  It's hard.

 

So the fact that we fought over that and I had to literally freaking explode at you and ruin the close friendship we had sucks, but ultimately, it's likely healthier for you - you don't have to depend on me, who is never there - and healthier for me, because I hate feeling like the worst person in the world for missing messages.

 

...Anyways, with that said, I'll say that you're likely one of my favorite people here.  You've been there with me from the beginning - hell, remember Luna, from Maigo Keishi and how that was just me channeling myself?  Good times.  I'd love to get you, Aisu, and myself together one last time and reboot that sheet.

 

[ TO BE CONTINUED AS I READ THROUGH THE NEW POSTS THAT POP UP ]

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[spoiler=@Kyng]I love, you, but you take things too personally.  You care about me - I know that much, but there's a fine line between 'caring' and 'being overbearing to the point of being harmful.'  You've had numerous freak outs over our supposed friendship in the past based on the fact that I am not good at responding.

 

Let's address that.

 

I'm f***ing terrible at responding.  You know it, I know it.  Anyone on YCM who has ever attempted to talk to me knows that I'm notoriously terrible at holding a conversation and actually fairly hard to get a hold of.  I'm sorry - I've tried working on it, but there's something wrong with me.  I'm not good at it now, I've never been good at it, and I likely will never be good at it.

 

With that said, it makes me feel terrible, but with you I realized that you were making me feel terrible, too, because of this.  And lord knows I've tried, you know?  It's hard.

 

So the fact that we fought over that and I had to literally freaking explode at you and ruin the close friendship we had sucks, but ultimately, it's likely healthier for you - you don't have to depend on me, who is never there - and healthier for me, because I hate feeling like the worst person in the world for missing messages.

 

...Anyways, with that said, I'll say that you're likely one of my favorite people here.  You've been there with me from the beginning - hell, remember Luna, from Maigo Keishi and how that was just me channeling myself?  Good times.  I'd love to get you, Aisu, and myself together one last time and reboot that s***.

 

I could go on to reply to this but I think it is better either in private or in my own opinion-giving thread. Thank you, though.
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Wow, I'm either popular or you sad bunch just like validation.  Okay, one at a time.

 

 

Dunno you.  Therefore, anything I say here is likely wrong.

 

Ok.

 

Dunno you.  Wait, do I?  No.  I actually really don't.  You haven't struck a chord with me enough to leave an impression.  I mean... I guess you like Spinda?  Wow, that gives me -so- much to work off of.

 

Okay, Catherine. Sure Thing.

 

Just call me Cat.

 

Your impression on me can be summed up, unlike Kyng, in one sentence.

 

New.  You're new.  New to like... everything.  That's how you come off.  Even if you're old somewhere you seem new.

 

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O_O

 

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@_@

@~@ This guy expects me to have an idea of who he is!

 

can you do it in comic sans pls

Nah.

 

But, yes, sure, I'll entertain you.

 

You have depression, and that makes you cling to the happiest things you can hold on to, right?  But life is hard to handle and that means that you occasionally make mistakes, or cause something to happen that would hurt someone.  I've no idea of your side of the story for things, but seeing it happen from a distance kind of irks me, you know?  It's all... childish.  I suppose I'm jaded and simply can't handle/don't like people who've struggled with these bad thoughts/depression (I myself struggled through a lot a few years ago), but that's the lasting impression that you kind of made on me, that everything hurts, that it all seems rather hopeless, and while my hand is always extended out to help you and provide you with comfort when you need it, it just makes me sad that most interactions with you have led to something that erred on the side of depression.

 

If I could just tell one person to be happy for once, like, seriously, just... be really happy and stay that way, it'd be you.

 

But hey, what do I know?  I'm just some old transgender woman who might be talking out of her ass.

 

Of course, you're not all gloom and doom.  On the occasion that you are happy and sociable, you're great.  Easily capable of being the center of attention and making friends, I've seen, and you're well liked.   Of course... those were only -really- short, luminous bursts.

 

Eh.

 

I haven't spoken to you in a while, and that goes for a lot of people here.  So.  I could be totally wrong about things, and that's okay.

 

alright sugarmuffin

 

Koko, Koko, Koko.

 

I'll be blatantly honest with you, sometimes I don't know what to properly think of you.  You intimidate me, which is odd, because I usually give less than zero flying fucks about what people think of me.  And, well, that does extend to you, too, but the thing is?  Thanks to things that have happened in our past, I don't know if you're talking sheet about me behind my back or not.  Trust issues, for one, and while we get along well in one on one conversation there's always that sort of 'trust barrier' on my end of things that prevents us from becoming super good friends.  Which sucks.  Really.  I feel like, given the chance, we'd actually make really decent friends.

 

Mostly because you're the only person around here with a lick of sense, or, say, confidence.  

 

Intimidating, right?

 

Ha.

 

Ha ha.  

 

TL:DR, past events have killed a trust bridge from ever fully forming.  Don't mistake that for me not liking you - I do like you and VERY much enjoy spending time with you in calls whenever they do happen.  It's just the consistency part of things that needs work.

 

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Don't know you, next.

 

I'd like to hear this once you're caught up on everyone else.

 

I like you well enough to have bought you Warlords of Draenor.

 

You're on the upper echelons of my list.

 

That's all I have to say, since we don't interact in the slightest in private.

 

I think nobody here really knows me enough to do an in-depth opinion, but what's life without being wrong once in a while? (That's a "please opinate on me once you caught up please ;-;" if I ever saw one).

 

I don't have an opinion on you - well, that's a lie.  You're a little foolish because you had no idea that I was deleting your comments just to toy with you.  No, I didn't block you.  Yes, it was funny.

 

You're biting off more than you can chew

 

Just like you, right?  That's where most of your personality here stems from.  'Biting off more than you can chew' should be your member title, given your track record with roleplays.  But you're a funking genius, don't get me wrong on that.  Your roleplays are the gem of the website and I can easily see why you were appointed the moderator of RP.  You've also such a cool head that it freezes up your personality, which is just a personal complaint of mine.  Eesh.  Your characters have character, so put a little more into yourself, why don'cha?

 

Okie.

 

Don't have one of you.

 

YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT M*shot down execution style*

 

I have one of you, but my hands are too cold to type it.

 

 

 

I don't have one of you.

 

As if you can have an indepth opinion on me. 

 

Mostly because I don't think we've ever actualled interacted in the three years or so I've been here? Weeeird 

 

Hey, you're right!

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Why would you even ask if the person doesn't know you?

 

Because some of the members here don't act the way that they outside of YCM, so I guess they'd like to see what other people on here think about their YCM alter egos. I admit I am at fault at that and I should be working on that.

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