Toffee. Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Whare do I begin... Oh... right... Halloween... You know how I was Toffee, right? Toffee was somewhat of an exageration of a part of myself that I honestly never plan to revisit again. But that's another story. LEWIS, on the other hand... Lewis followed a similar pattern of being a manifestation of another part of myself. Or at least, the times I was acting in-character. It was cute at first, but it managed to leave me in a sort of emotional wreck that caught me off guard. And this has been eating away at me for these past few weeks, and I honestly can't bring myself to bottling it back up again. Vivi, wharever you are, I'm still here... Waiting for you to come back... But she never left. She's been here the whole time- Her username is Sleepy (You've had avatars of Vivi before on Skype, but still) Like, I know you have other relationships in your life, but just... Hear me out... I like how this can't just be an easy proposal of sorts Ever since you've joined YCM/had me as a Skype contact, just everything about you; What you post about, the kinds of stuff you make, the various stories I've heard from you, etc, just all of it; It's always put big smile on my face because everything that you are is like everything I would ever want from someone. And the fact that we share a lot of similarities/have similar interests/etc just always makes things so much better for me. And I've adored every second of it. Like, you have the most warming aura about you that I haven't seen anywhere else(if that makes sense); Just your presense alone is enough to brighten my day. Like, to me, you are the personification of the song Smile Smile Smile, and you always put me in a good mood even if you are just stopping by to say hello; my heart literally causes me to melt at every encounter of you that I get, and I... SLEEPY. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU. There, I finally said it. Like, I've kinda' sorta' hinted at this from time to time, but YCM's halloween does stuff to me. No, I'm not making it seem like I'm only doing this because of halloween/HURR DURR STILL LEWIS- No. I've honestly, and genuinly, had strong feelings for you.... For quite a few years now. I guess I've just been shy about it because I've never felt this way before towards anyone else. And... I'm not entirely sure what you will think of me now, but I guess I just had to let you know how I felt. -Lewis -Armz Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mitchermitcher Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 dunno was goin' on butYOO HOO YOU GO MAN Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sethera Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 I have no idea who this Sleepy person is but...uhh good luck. Hope it goes well. ^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thomas★Zero Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Whelp ArmzXSleepy confirmed as cannon? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tourmaline Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Whelp ArmzXSleepy confirmed as cannon?Don't put pressure on people. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
(GigaDrillBreaker) Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 it managed to leave me in a sort of emotional wreck that caught me off guard You messaged me about this. I apologize for not being open to a real talk then. If you wish to talk about it all now, feel free. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DL Posted November 8, 2015 Report Share Posted November 8, 2015 Hmmmm... Good luck with that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
vla1ne Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 This is by far the most pleasant thing I've come across today. I wish you luck in your endeavor. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Βyakuya Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 This thing is something one of a kind that I have not seen before here. And indeed it's a pleasant way of seeing how you break off from your mask and shake it off your chest. You're quite the man Armz. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GarlandChaos Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 ArmzXSleepy OTP? ...I'd ship it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yui Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Somebody get Sleepy in here; I only gave this sorta a thorough skim and it was still the best thing I've read in some time. Best of luck Armz (^_^)b Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Agro Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Uh... this does seem more like something you should have first said directly to the person of whom you– in your post– have the private contact information of, rather than making a public show and inadvertently putting pressure on Sleepy to give a specific answer so as to not displease a memberbase that very much has your back but... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryusei the Morning Star Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 If only more guys would admit their feelings, the world might be a happier play! Rooting for you buddy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Headmaster Monokuma Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Uh... this does seem more like something you should have first said directly to the person of whom you– in your post– have the private contact information of, rather than making a public show and inadvertently putting pressure on Sleepy to give a specific answer so as to not displease a memberbase that very much has your back but... I believe I have to agree with Agro here. While I certainly respect the willingness to put your feelings out there, it's worth noting that... Exposure to this degree can make some people feel extremely uncomfortable. While you certainly should be commended for the thought, it is important to say that there should be no pressure on Sleepy. That said, I do congratulate you for finally opening up and accepting those feelings. It's a big first step to take, but it is very important. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryusei the Morning Star Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 Is it bad I never even realized sleepy was a girl? Guess I'm really oblivious Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cosmo. Posted November 9, 2015 Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 OMG THIS IS SO CUTE, IDK WHAT TO SAY, IT'S THE FIRST TIME SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE DIDN'T MAKE ME PROVE A FEELING OF DISGUST. ok probably that wasn't the best thing to say.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toffee. Posted November 9, 2015 Author Report Share Posted November 9, 2015 I meant to close this thread earlier; I'm doing it now, regardless; Got preoccupied with some stuff/wasn't all that active recently. Yes, a PM would have made 500 times more sense; I've said this to a few people over on Skype after they mentioned it to me. This thread was originally going to contain other stuff, but I ultimately just went with what the OP contains, as that was the main point of the thread/I deleted everything else as I didn't want to bore you with the rest. I talked it over with Sleepy; She doesn't feel the same, but she was really understanding of this, and it didn't damage/change anything we already had; I'm honestly fine with this. Sleepy mentioned that this thread as a bit out of the ordinary, I already appologized about it being public- Part of why it was a thread in the first place, is because I figured it would be the best way for me to get it off my chest/get it out there/etc, this helpped me greatly/gave me the courage to do it. A simple PM wouldn't really do it. This seems stupid to everyone else, sure, but it has more meaning to myself(not just because it's a thread but because of other reasons). And I appreciate the comments, but again, I meant to just leave the topic as just the OP and call it a day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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