A little journal and probably also you can ask me stuff

[Sleepy]

I usually go around just doing my thing on the internet. I don't have a ton of interaction with other people, even when I do try to. It comes with ups and downs of course. Some days places I frequent are inactive enough that make me feel like King Midas, except instead of turning whatever I touch into gold I end up silencing threads I touch for long periods of time, usually until somebody else posts something addressing stuff above my post, and the wheel of time spins again. I'm sure I'm not the only one so if you go around with a similar feeling, don't worry, it's not some secret vendetta against you or anything... The site is just kind of quite sometimes, some places. It doesn't happen all the time but, have you ever had that sensation that after you talk, everybody goes quiet?

 

I've been pondering on the idea of making one of these opinion threads, but I'm not very good at that sort of thing. It would be embarrassing to find out 40%+ of people posting asking me to give them my thoughts ended up being people I don't know/remember. Between avatar and name changes this isn't uncommon, but my memory itself is a bit more worrisome than that. I don't usually remember names of people the first or even second time I see them, and they need to leave enough of an impact on me or become a relevant part of my everyday life. It is strange because I've noticed this happens more with people than with anything else for me.. *shrugs*

I do have a handful of people I can easily remember here though, about 80-ish people from throughout my time here (since Nov 2008). So, if you wanna take your chances, feel free to post. Be warned though: I don't really hate anybody, so it would probably get a bit boring for most of you. There are only like 3 or 4-ish YCM people that would get more mixed results from me, and at least 1 of them has been inactive for quite a while. Also, among them, it isn't even necessarily that I currently dislike them, but some are more of a "rocky past" kind of thing...

 

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I wanted to have this place be more of an aimless monologue thread, sort of like a diary or a journal entry, and I did write it. In fact, I had like 5 times the amount of words this version has. Though I had to do something else and my computer restarted while I was away. Now I can just laugh it off. It was a messy sea of words. More of a "talking about my hobbies and everyday life stuff" thread, but when I got to the card game stuff, it just went off rails, and I don't think this is the right section for that anyways lol.

 

I've been having a good share of mood swings lately. Probably due to me having a ton of personal projects to do and procrastinating, plus making plans for important things I need to take care of, unpredictable amounts of free time, lots of visitors for the holidays, and other personal issues.

I couldn't decide if I wanted a serious thread or a more easy-going thread, so you can just say hi or ask something for now xP

At the very least I expect to get over my current procrastination on finishing up my Nekroz drawing and to update my CC Project thread after I post this 

 

;9

[Tourmaline]

Lets do it.

[Darj]

That feeling may be because of the current vacation & holiday period, which drops the activity in the forum. I mean, I feel a bit like that too in the CC section, but I guess, and hope, it is because of that; for example, look at how many threads in which I participated still have me as the last poster; and those that do not, didn't exactly spark any discussion.

 

If what you want is more of a journal-ish thread, maybe you should take it to the Blogs section; just an idea.

 

By the way, no, I'm not indirectly asking for your opinion by posting here.

[Sleepy]

That feeling may be because of the current vacation & holiday period, which drops the activity in the forum. I mean, I feel a bit like that too in the CC section, but I guess, and hope, it is because of that; for example, look at how many threads in which I participated still have me as the last poster; and those that do not, didn't exactly spark any discussion.

 

If what you want is more of a journal-ish thread, maybe you should take it to the Blogs section; just an idea.

 

By the way, no, I'm not indirectly asking for your opinion by posting here.

 

I just supposed Misc is meant for "whatever" and didn't wanna think harder about it, but I'll keep that in mind for future threads.

Yeah my opinion wasn't needed but:

I think you don't give yourself enough credit. You are as capable as your classmates and you have one of the most interesting posters I interact with. Also, nobody lives geographically closer to me at YCM, and so as a fellow Mexican, I can have fun chatting with you about stuff most other people in this forum didn't grow up with. I should trace that giant picture from the movie White Chicks of Terry Crews posing, and just change it for Doctor Connors for inspiration :v

 

 

Lets do it.

 

 

You probably already know you are one of the few "mixed results" I stated in the OP.

You also definitely know I've been making an effort to not interact with you, and only do so at a bare minimum when I've been addressed directly. For example, at Black's status the night Trump won the election: On that time I do apologize though. My word choice wasn't the right one, but it irked me that you didn't go after my post only but also felt the need to say "you must be pretty ignorant if...". I've seen you do something similar one or two times ever since so I realize that is just how you roll, and I suppose that's why some people around here seem to love you. Fine.

 

 I can't say I really hate you, and I still play with my shiny Furret leading my team to this day so it isn't like I no longer see your existence, which my Furret reminds me of. You know our history. I understand your ends but I can't accept your means, especially with the "accept it and move on" you gave me instead of any sympathy, and which you did follow yourself a couple days into my going silent. It goes past predicting and expecting, and it probably went according to your calculations.

 

I don't really get what compelled you to post here. I think I didn't say anything you didn't already know.

[Tourmaline]

Good to know you'll keep the Furret though.

[Sleepy]

Good to know you'll keep the Furret though.

 

You were just bored, weren't you?

[The Nyx Avatar]

[Sleepy]

 

 

Your art is super cute, and your threads here at Misc are lighthearted and overall love seeing you around.

 

I kind of miss bumping into you at CC once in a while, even though you kind of silently agreed or disagreed with suggestions so I didn't really know what to think of it xD

 

Had a ton of fun playing Splatoon with you, although our consoles seem to be cursed to never interact with each other. You always appeared as "offling for over a month" even when you were in the same server as me playing right there and then haha. Then again, I'm one to talk, half the time my connection sucks so I can't play as much and as smoothly as I would like to.

[Tourmaline]

You were just bored, weren't you?

I didn't breed the Furret out of boredom. I posted here to know your thoughts, though. That is what you offered.

[Darj]

Yeah my opinion wasn't needed but:

I think you don't give yourself enough credit. You are as capable as your classmates and you have one of the most interesting posters I interact with. Also, nobody lives geographically closer to me at YCM, and so as a fellow Mexican, I can have fun chatting with you about stuff most other people in this forum didn't grow up with. I should trace that giant picture from the movie White Chicks of Terry Crews posing, and just change it for Doctor Connors for inspiration :v

 

Thank you for your opinion.

I appreciate the encouragement. And yeah, definitely we should talk more about tazos, hielocos and mazapanes :v

And no, such picture won't be necessary, it would encourage me more if you didn't make such image xD

[Sleepy]

I didn't breed the Furret out of boredom. I posted here to know your thoughts, though. That is what you offered.

 

I wasn't referring to your breeding the Furret there. Was referring to your posting here.

I know the crazy amount of work that went into the Furret.

[Althemia]

wat up

[(GigaDrillBreaker)]

what do you think of Bill Cipher?

[Sleepy]

wat up

 

We don't chat much but you are a good friend.

I sometimes get the feeling I'm not smart enough to comment on some of your content, like the [srs] (serious) thread from a while back. Though then again, that's not something that happens to me only in this case... as somebody coming from a non-English-speaking part of the world, there is a limit to how much I can follow up on things before I get lost looking at people... This happens to me sometimes at the YCM Discord chat where everybody posts pure chaos.

 

*shrugs*

[Tourmaline]

I wasn't referring to your breeding the Furret there. Was referring to your posting here.

I know the crazy amount of work that went into the Furret.

I still ask DL how you're doing every time I talk to him. It's not something totally meaningless on my end.

[Sleepy]

what do you think of Bill Cipher?

 

One of the best villains in cartoons. Gravity Falls and Over the Garden Wall are my top 2 favorite cartoons of all time so far.

I thoroughly enjoy the character. 

This other part is a bit more weird but... Bill Cypher's personality sometimes reminds me of my sister for some reason xD

[VCR_CAT]

We probably don't interact enough for an opinion, but hey why not

[(GigaDrillBreaker)]

may as well round things out by asking if you have any form of opinion of me, though I expect you to be one of the few who doesn't

[Sleepy]

may as well round things out by asking if you have any form of opinion of me, though I expect you to be one of the few who doesn't

 

My computer is being dumb and making me double-post a lot of things..... I'm gonna edit this part that apparently is already in another reply up there....

 

As for you. You've had my attention several times in the past, actually. The main issue is my almost defective brain that has trouble remembering specifics, not just from you but even from my own actions. Darj sometimes tells me about cards I made that I don't remember ^^"

I remember seeing you around a lot as Giga, and I even took note of that at Armz's last thread and I still had to check out your profile right now to make sure.

 

The last thing that stands out to me is your response to Armz's post. Some people said you went overboard.... I don't think it was out of line considering how Armz went about it.

 

Oh, and I'm still waiting for your response thread to get responses xD

EDIT: Nevermind, it started happpening...

We probably don't interact enough for an opinion, but hey why not

 

I always picture different cats communicating your posts, but most often either Neko Koneko or the gray cat in your sig.

I don't think I've ever seen you be mean to anybody [/inb4Ineedtobearoundmore*shot*]. You are part of the members I see you around a lot and overall seems like nice people I could get along with xD

[mitchermitcher]

wahaha

[Blake]

Hoi I'm temmie??

[Sleepy]

I still ask DL how you're doing every time I talk to him. It's not something totally meaningless on my end.

 

Well I guess you about know I'm still alive and keep my sanity. Awesome.

A little sympathy or a little guilt over how you went about it would have made worlds of difference. Wouldn't have been as good as going through me and talk me proper into fixing my own messes before you chose the worst of timings to do it for me, rather than pointing at a somewhat casual distant chat where you ended up ok with things, only to suddenly not be ok one day and then telling yourself you tried. The ends don't always justify the means.

wahaha

 

 

Huh... I'm sorry ^^"

You'll be the first person I confess to that I don't really know you enough to have an opinion.

I've seen you I think at the Discord chat and in this section a couple times, but that's about as much as I can say....

It's kind of impressive since according to your profile, you've been here since 2010. I don't recognize any of your usernames other than your current one.

 

 

[Sleepy]

Hoi I'm temmie??

 

Ups and downs are my honest opinion.

I remember I started noticing you when your avatar was Greed from FMA, and you were one of those cool members whose posts were always interesting.

 

I had a couple rough encounters with you that I remember. One being a thread about Dark Magician Girl the Dragon Knight, which contains one of my moments in this site I'm most ashamed of. How did I ever got to say what I said is beyond me... Even if you weren't the one that called me out on it, it was something I actually regretted a second after hitting ENTER and posting.... *shrugs*

The other moment "Message in a Bottle". I spewed out a "that'd suck" answer replying to Kingdom Neos.... and it actually was a badly worded way of conceding his point as in "that'd suck for me", but your call out put me in offense for whatever reason.... Fault's on me for letting it escalate instead of correcting it though..

I'd say this is my most resentful memory in this site, more so because of knowing of the aftermath than the argument itself....

I don't expect you to remember since in the best of situations I've mostly been a "no strong feelings one way or the other" kind of member for you. Just felt like mentioning it for the sake of sincerity.

 

It is weird but despite that, I can't help but still think positively of you overall. I still think you are one of the best members in the site all in all, and over time I think you've overall gotten nicer, not just to me but I think altogether. At the very least I can say it is better having you around than not *puts thumbs up*

[LordCowCowCowCowCowCowCowCow]

You seem to be better at this than you implied.

Hello there.

 

[Sleepy]

You seem to be better at this than you implied.

Hello there.

 

 

I've seen you around a ton, you used to be one of those new members that stood out a lot, being more active with people as a 2 star member than me in the years I had behind me.

People mention you all the time about some game or chat or tag of some sort. You give me a super up-beat vibe.

 

Kyoko is best Yuru-Yuri girl so that's a plus xD

What's the character in your sig btw? She looks pretty calm and content in that scene, and I get curious.

Do you think I'm doing well? I sometimes don't know if I have symptoms of autism or amnesia so I'm not super confident on openly doing something along these lines, so thank you!