Jump to content

Return Thread


Frunk

Recommended Posts

Thanks all :D Once I get my bearings again I will look into starting up the Pokevolution Pop Culture project again.

EDIT: I notice that a few people have a problem with me coming back. I can assuse any doubters that I will be on my best behavior from here on out. Please give me a chance.... I made mistakes in the past. This is now.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

  • Replies 10k
  • Created
  • Last Reply

Thanks all :D Once I get my bearings again I will look into starting up the Pokevolution Pop Culture project again.

EDIT: I notice that a few people have a problem with me coming back. I can assuse any doubters that I will be on my best behavior from here on out. Please give me a chance.... I made mistakes in the past. This is now.

 

Not to worry, so long as you don't do stupid shit you wont get cut in half and tossed in a furnace. XD

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Thanks all :D Once I get my bearings again I will look into starting up the Pokevolution Pop Culture project again.

EDIT: I notice that a few people have a problem with me coming back. I can assuse any doubters that I will be on my best behavior from here on out. Please give me a chance.... I made mistakes in the past. This is now.


Hello.

I'm not sure if you remember me, but Desperado will be glad to see you back.
Link to comment
Share on other sites

T9CCP0M.png

 

All joking aside (kinda serious as well, as people rarely change), welcome back, J-Max.

Sooooo looking at the pattern.... when is Crab coming back xP?

 

 

 

Wb J-Max. I remember you I was around and heard it, but didn't get to see firsthand the thing that got you banned anyways...... 

We'll see how it goes and hope for the best.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

  • 2 weeks later...

Think I'm gonna... take a break for a while...

When I first joined YCM... I tried my best to be kind... to extend my hand to everyone I could... to either foster a friendship, help them out, or both... I joined many clubs and tried my best to just make a decent social life... Because trying to be kind irl had led to me being all alone... because.... ,many... different people... had either thrown me away... or just used me as a stepping stone... despite trying my hardest... to be open... kind... and form a real kinship with them...

This worked... for a while... about a year... then I started getting abuse for it... getting called a fake... getting called a liar... Being treated like shit for trying to be open and caring about someone... I met Aubrey not long before this... and I got to know another 2 close friends around this time, too... though one of them was hardly a friend then...

I ended up feeling alone again... most of my friends from before had left... So I had made a new group... but they steadily pulled away... Even 1 friend who had carried over from the old one... just became petty... when they learned I didn't consider them my best friend... and instead tried to steal my best friend from me to get back at me... they succeeded... All this time... a certain group of people... had been treating me as I said above... they ended up... almost making Bree kill herself... when she was already on the edge... I appealed... to EVERY friend I had... near the situation... even mods... and no one... but Fusion and 1 other... defended me... not DL... not Zeo... no one else... the most that ever happened... was a single... "tone it down"... Even though it was d-daily torment... f-for daring to enter a place where... I thought I had friends...

And at the same time... the group... we hung out on Duel Monster's Genesis... slowly pulled away... new friends replaced me... and I w-was forgotten by all but Bree and 1 other person... And suddenly... they stopped coming on at all... and I was later to learn they had just moved... t-to another game... to avoid me.... f-for being too clingy... to the l-"lead" of the group...

I used to... log on DMG and wait in the spot... hoping that... m-maybe... they'd get on that day... that I wouldn't be alone... Nevermind that I was always the lowest priority in whatever we did... That if I asked... f-for a game... I could wait... all day... b-before I got a chance to play... If even get one at all...

So I finally d-decided... I'd learn... some sort of... ability... to try and earn a name for m-myself... a-and maybe to regain that I had lost... so I started posting in TCG... scrub though I was... and I saw that... wh-while some members who came across as hotblooded... didn't like the snide intelligent players... they were respected... acknowledged... so I tried... to shield myself off... to not offer that general kindness... because people ended up stabbing me... breaking my heart... each time I gave it... to the point of a girl... the closest person to me ever... other than Bree, out of everyone... threw me away for telling off a guy for cheating on her...

So I became cold... I became sheltered... better to be "Feared" than straight up alone... ha... fat lot of good that did me... I'm no different now than then... just more misunderstood... and I recently lost the only connection I felt safe to pour my heart into... Marco's got his own troubles... I doubt Lily wants to hear them... and I know I can tell Bree... but I don't want to... weigh her down... with all that's wrong with me... with all my latent issues and fears... I have to be... strong for her... so I don't fail there, too... I don't think... she'd leave me... I know she wouldn't... but d-doesn't... mean I'm not terrified... of screwing up so badly that she does...

The only truth... I got to learn... was that kind people are idiots... and smart people are cold... better to be smart and just have 1-2 people than end up heartbroken a twelfth time... right...? But that's wrong... it's all wrong... nothing I've learned is correct... I'm just a human being that even... people like Rodrigo find reprehensible...

So I'm... gonna leave for a bit... maybe come back... when I'm not... scum of the earth...

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Think I'm gonna... take a break for a while...

When I first joined YCM... I tried my best to be kind... to extend my hand to everyone I could... to either foster a friendship, help them out, or both... I joined many clubs and tried my best to just make a decent social life... Because trying to be kind irl had led to me being all alone... because.... ,many... different people... had either thrown me away... or just used me as a stepping stone... despite trying my hardest... to be open... kind... and form a real kinship with them...

This worked... for a while... about a year... then I started getting abuse for it... getting called a fake... getting called a liar... Being treated like s*** for trying to be open and caring about someone... I met Aubrey not long before this... and I got to know another 2 close friends around this time, too... though one of them was hardly a friend then...

I ended up feeling alone again... most of my friends from before had left... So I had made a new group... but they steadily pulled away... Even 1 friend who had carried over from the old one... just became petty... when they learned I didn't consider them my best friend... and instead tried to steal my best friend from me to get back at me... they succeeded... All this time... a certain group of people... had been treating me as I said above... they ended up... almost making Bree kill herself... when she was already on the edge... I appealed... to EVERY friend I had... near the situation... even mods... and no one... but Fusion and 1 other... defended me... not DL... not Zeo... no one else... the most that ever happened... was a single... "tone it down"... Even though it was d-daily torment... f-for daring to enter a place where... I thought I had friends...

And at the same time... the group... we hung out on Duel Monster's Genesis... slowly pulled away... new friends replaced me... and I w-was forgotten by all but Bree and 1 other person... And suddenly... they stopped coming on at all... and I was later to learn they had just moved... t-to another game... to avoid me.... f-for being too clingy... to the l-"lead" of the group...

I used to... log on DMG and wait in the spot... hoping that... m-maybe... they'd get on that day... that I wouldn't be alone... Nevermind that I was always the lowest priority in whatever we did... That if I asked... f-for a game... I could wait... all day... b-before I got a chance to play... If even get one at all...

So I finally d-decided... I'd learn... some sort of... ability... to try and earn a name for m-myself... a-and maybe to regain that I had lost... so I started posting in TCG... scrub though I was... and I saw that... wh-while some members who came across as hotblooded... didn't like the snide intelligent players... they were respected... acknowledged... so I tried... to shield myself off... to not offer that general kindness... because people ended up stabbing me... breaking my heart... each time I gave it... to the point of a girl... the closest person to me ever... other than Bree, out of everyone... threw me away for telling off a guy for cheating on her...

So I became cold... I became sheltered... better to be "Feared" than straight up alone... ha... fat lot of good that did me... I'm no different now than then... just more misunderstood... and I recently lost the only connection I felt safe to pour my heart into... Marco's got his own troubles... I doubt Lily wants to hear them... and I know I can tell Bree... but I don't want to... weigh her down... with all that's wrong with me... with all my latent issues and fears... I have to be... strong for her... so I don't fail there, too... I don't think... she'd leave me... I know she wouldn't... but d-doesn't... mean I'm not terrified... of screwing up so badly that she does...

The only truth... I got to learn... was that kind people are idiots... and smart people are cold... better to be smart and just have 1-2 people than end up heartbroken a twelfth time... right...? But that's wrong... it's all wrong... nothing I've learned is correct... I'm just a human being that even... people like Rodrigo find reprehensible...

So I'm... gonna leave for a bit... maybe come back... when I'm not... scum of the earth...

 

You will... be missed...  <3

Link to comment
Share on other sites

Archived

This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.

Guest
This topic is now closed to further replies.

×
×
  • Create New...